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 No.8376[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Trans Mega Thread!

So, let's try something here.

Frequently a trans-related topic comes up in a thread here in /hikki/, and the thread will quickly get derailed by malicious comments or by the diversion in topic just taking over. There is clearly a lot of interest in discussing trans topics, as well as a lot of unwelcome interest in shutting them down. But they do tend to take over threads either way. So, while we figure out how to handle this from a moderation standpoint, I am going to make a trans discussion mega thread here to contain such conversations. This might end up being permanent. If you find that a thread makes you want to discuss a trans-related topic, make a post here instead.

Rules 6 and 7 are strictly enforced in this thread, and violations will result in longer bans. However, uncomfortable questions are also allowed within reason.

Also if a trans topic starts to derail a thread from now on we may delete those posts.

Also Sei is trans. So I might make some posts in here as well.

Update 11/04/2024: When the conversation in the trans thread veers into whether transness is even a thing that exists, that will be considered an attempt at derailment. This thread isn't for you. It is specifically a containment thread for people who want to talk about transness from the starting assumption that the topic itself and the kind of identity it discusses is valid. Please keep that in mind.
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 No.10152

>>10143

>the chinny

Just in case you all didn't know, the Chinny is a Sharty splinter that's particularly notorious for CSAM spam.


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 No.172[Reply]

From now on, the >>>/rec/ board should generally be used for conversations about recovery from NEETism. This is not a hard rule but you are likely to have a better experience.

Seeing as absolutely everyone misread the /hikki/ rules sticky and used it to draw apocalyptic conclusions about the death of all that was good about /n/, here's a less flippant sticky with less room for ambiguity, in the form of a Q&A. We've also made some concessions based on your feedback in thread >>13, which was moved to /sugg/ for being meta.

What is allowed on this board? What is its purpose?
On this board you can discuss and request or give advice regarding NEETism, Hikikomoriism, anxieties and social or mental issues arising from these conditions of living, and things closely related to these topics. If you're content with being a NEET at this stage in your life, that's ok, and you won't get in trouble for saying so. The board's primary focus is self-help and advice regarding these issues. Despite rumors, threads looking for help with suicidal feelings or drug addition are also allowed.

What is not allowed on this board?
* Encouraging others to become NEET.
* Attacking or discouraging others for being NEET.
* Giving or requesting advice on how to enter the NEET lifestyle.
* Encouraging or showcasing drug usage.
* Announcing your planned suicide.
* Helping others to plan or commit suicide.
* Topics not related to the purpose of the board. Such topics will be moved.
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 No.10189[Reply]

does anyone have any advice on not talking? like, on how to just not speak? i know everyone dislikes when i talk, and joker persona 5 is pretty cool, so is there a simple way i can just not talk without people thinking there's something wrong? also, i'm looking for advice on how to avoid audibly reacting to things. i'm such a fucking autist that i basically have to comment on something interesting that i see, even if i'm just talking to myself.

thoughts?

(yes i know phone filename but im too lazy to get out of bed and go to my computer)

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 No.10172[Reply]

just threw away the truckload of gabapentin and eszopiclone (never done either, ive never even touched GABA drugs before) i bought into a dumpster… i impulse bought it after a fit of sleeplessness and after having a horrible day today i debated with myself for hours whether to just ruin my life with it but i ended up tossing it all. im silent crying to myself in the mcdonalds parking lot right now. hows your night been going anons

 No.10173

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>>10172
you should play deltarune or new danganronpa v3 or maybe geometry dash or counterstrike i think those are good games also celeste and trackmania are pretty good you should give those a go too there's also ultrakill final fantasy vi and cry of fear

 No.10174

>>10173
also welcome to the game 3 came out that series is goated you should go play that one too

 No.10187

>>10174
Ooh, they made a 3rd one? I only played the 2nd but that game was insane in a good way. never beat it though -_-

 No.10188

>>10187
yes my nigga theres a free prologue-style demo available on steam at the moment. go check it out

i've seen some complaints about the new websites' design but make up your own mind


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 No.9338[Reply]

What's even the point anymore? I've basically given up. I've lost so many opportunities; some of them my fault, a lot of them pure circumstance. But how much more do I have left to give?

People are unfriendly. All of those that share my interests are either autistics or just plain rude. I got called "terminally online" for asking for some normfag's discord handle (a site that I hate).

There's nothing to do around the city. Everything costs money. The streets are grimy and filled with the homeless. Housing costs keep going up. Nobody cares. The footpaths are choked with hideous invasive flowering weeds. The concrete is cracked and dirty. The infrastructure is accessible only to cars.

Why bother? There's not much point in leaving the house. But it's not much better inside than out. I try using mainstream socials, but everybody there is either unable to take criticism unless it goes with the flow of the community's zeitgeist, or is an American retard. And decent sites move too slowly to keep me occupied.

Why try? I'm enrolled for a once-a-week college course, starting this following week. But I don't see why I should care. I'll either do something stupid and get myself kicked out, or somebody else will.

I remember getting really sad a few years ago about the realisation that everything is ephemeral. Everything will eventually decay into entropy. I try to think about it every so often, but it's hardly motivating. What difference does it make if I try or not? Nobody will ever remember me either way.

It rained for a few days a little while ago.

I miss the petrichor.
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 No.9371

>>9370
i feel for you… do you want to talk about it?

t. persona 3 guy

 No.9372

>>9351
It's hard. Sometimes I'm strangled by loneliness. I understand where you're coming from, and if there was a remedy I'd be all for it. I guess we just need to bank on the hope that everything washes out eventually.

Things are looking quiet this month. Another morning slouching toward Gomorrah.

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>>9372
Hey. Follow up from early last year. Got kicked out of the dogshit college course. But it's hard to care. It was really really bad, the kind of disappointing that makes you want to cry like you're looking at a dead baby animal.

I've been dealing with really really shitty feelings my whole life. I'm basically a delinquent; I got kicked out of one school every few years as a kid, and my parents always attributed blame onto me, which was fair enough I guess.
It kind of had the unintended side-effect of me feeling horrible about myself and taking responsibility for everything that went wrong.

I developed these random bouts of panic and anxiety. when I was about 11 or 12 I had a week-long breakdown where I felt the need to "confess" about everything bad I'd seen on the internet. literally anything, from shitty unity youtuber bait games from five nights at freddy's to Danganronpa to south park. It wasn't even anything nsfw/l. I also got these bouts of hypochondria surrounding my cock and ass. I was terrified that I wasn't showering properly or I was somehow ingrown or deformed. I was petrified of shitting or pissing my pants

This time last year, I gaslit myself into thinking i was a psychopathic pedophile after having sexual dreams about children. my psych thinks i was raped as a child, but that feels like such an easy way out, y'know? Like, oh, what a convenient explanation for why I've felt ambiently terrible and have been a shitty person since the age of 4! I'm probably just a disgusting autist retard (many such cases).

Thing is, it's kind of all a problem with me rather than my parents, (that is, on the premise that any of it can even be attributed to them reprimanding me).
They were kind of right to blame me for doing stuff wrong. It feels like they can be really rude but I think they're right when they say I can dish shit out but I can't take it.

I've got a tranny online friend who lives with her schizo autist abusive bogan dad, and it sounds really shitty but I kind of envy her. she actually has a reason to be miserable and feel pain all the time.

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 No.10185

>>10184
I put the tripfag in the wrong field LMAO. sorry.

 No.10186

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Man, I sound so much like lair4 anon. Sorry. Maybe he's my evil long-lost cousin.

I feel so miserable. In proportion to the amount of good stuff in my life, I must be once of the most gloomy, angry people alive.

The internet is untenable. it's weird to think that it was kind of once considered a divine escape from the misery of the outside world.

youtube serves you either the most chunky of normnegroid slop, with the same generic quirk chungus editing style, or hecking le small hidden gem indie channels (read: tiny prepubescent nigggers and spics using their mother's android). Finding new "cuntent", as the buzzword is now, feels impossible.
(Also, isn't the term "content creator" so fucking dystopian? once again point and laugh haha tranny, but the celeste dev was fucking right when he said it was a way to alienate people and corporatize the platform).

Discord is full of they/them annoyball retards and pajeets who make the same five edgy "jokes" and then screech at the slightest threat to their bubble of purity and "neurodivergency". Also, there's kind of this weird trend of grafting good imageboard culture onto the rotting stump of that dogshit website. Spiritually Israeli. It's effectively just poojeet/autist power fantasy simulator 2k17 (TM).

I would rather be raped than use reddit.

Most good altchans have gone to shit. Sushigirl is too much of a hugbox. Funnily enough after that rant, I sort of think having the discord tranny be replaced by some ESL fuck Uboachan-wise was a downgrade.
Maybe it doesn't help that the new owner has the humor of a concussed pig that was anally injected with the combined essence of fifty AVGN ytps.
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 No.10181[Reply]

hi uboachan

this is a thought i have often, do you consider yourself human?? i dont think i consider myself human in the traditional dictionary meaning of the word HUMAN

i dont know if its the lack of proper communication with others or just the loneliness of being "locked down" voluntarily (if that even makes sense)

do locking yourself up for i dont know, more than a year makes you less human? and if it does, would that be a good thing? maybe this is a stupid question but im curious, do you feel a sense of false superiority to others??


is feeling superior after long periods of time alone and the lack of personal in depth communication with others bad or good for you??

 No.10182

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>>10181
>do you consider yourself human?
Yep
>i dont think i consider myself human in the traditional dictionary meaning of the word HUMAN
Then what are you?
>do locking yourself up for i dont know, more than a year makes you less human?
Nope, it may or may not cause your mental health to deteriorate however.
>would that be a good thing?
Nothing good can come from shutting yourself in in isolation.
>is feeling superior after long periods of time alone and the lack of personal in depth communication with others bad or good for you??
I'd say it's delusional, there's nothing about being isolated that could make you superior to anybody, if it felt that way, it probably is a product of the deterioration I mentioned.

I suppose we have yet to define what do you mean by "human" though. There's two ways that word is defined, a being of the genus "Homo" or an individual with characteristics of a regular person, such as feeling emotions, social behavior etc.

 No.10183

>>10181
u should watch i saw the tv glow


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 No.9516[Reply]

I'm living a nightmare scenario that's often proposed to neet/hiki "what would you do if your caregiver gets sick?" well, this is what has happened to me and i don't know how much time i have left, but i refuse to work, my aunt i could stay with her for a while. Not sure if my stepdad will still take care of me, he said he would, but you never know.
For the time being, I'm trying to enjoy myself in any way i can until things get worse, sucks because i have no other family. fuck it.
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 No.9702

hello anon. are you okay?

 No.9710

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 No.9723

>>9701

sorry for loss, anon

its good to hear that you are doing good, ganba!

 No.10179

i wish i could go full ed gein and do deranged shit with me house, but i have to keep it clean.

 No.10180

>>10179
dont be a pussy nigga


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 No.10160[Reply]

How do you guys plan to escape neetism? I think the only way is to escape is if you have an extremely strong purpose in life and i think the best way to do that is it not live for your self but for others but thr problem is with neets they don’t go outside and know many people besides family and situation like misaki from nhk wouldn’t happen, so it’s basically impossible since neets don’t go outside and find people so people won’t find them. I’m a semi-frequent user of the board i hope you guys get better i myself have been dealing with it for a couple years due to some stuff I’m dealing with i feel like i have purpose again but due to the location where I live I don’t really have a chance to socialize and form deep connections so it got me thinking about how people play an impact in your life so that’s why i posted it hear. [this is one of my very first longer post’s so forgive for any spelling mistakes]
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>>10170
Based. I honestly think that the quirk chungus "job application jumpscare" zoomer tardninjaing is a psyop by the feds to try and get neets and undesirables that can't get jobs to feel worse by slow degrees, ideally culminating in rope so that the government doesn't have to do it themselves. I fucking hate normninjas so much man

anyway check out this awesome fanart i found

 No.10175

>>10160
escaping isn't super difficult. you slowly realize that your paranoia of the world and self assured knowledge that existence is meaningless is in and of itself questionable because of said paranoia. after that you stop being able to trust your own thoughts and do wayyy too many psychedelic drugs to try and reset your brain to a point where things made sense, this is how most typically escape. the question of how long it takes you to reach the desperation to do something like that is basically just predicted by how thoroughly you've been deluded by whatever ideology or cope which dragged you here in the first place. no matter how assured you are in your prison there is always the option to obliterate your current self and move on

 No.10176

>>10175
>how thoroughly you've been deluded by whatever ideology or cope which dragged you here in the first place

i love how you don't even consider the option that there might be external forces leading people to neetism, it's all "their fault" so to speak. really great stuff tumblranon

 No.10177

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>>10175
drugs are bad anon

 No.10178

>>10177
is that an original printing reset from legends? what a find! the mystery booster 2 one is ok i guess, but there's something great about the old art


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 No.9728[Reply]

I was thinking of getting a new start in life and actually being happy so im thinking of moving to russia i have some money saved up should i do it?
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 No.10163

>>10142
Is there a meetup thread

 No.10166

>>10154
I'm a 120kg 197cm tall guy but a visa is a visa.

 No.10167

>>10159
wtf i love hotline miami

 No.10168

>>10167
i also love hotline miami finland makes best games

 No.10169

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Fuck this its the Hotline Miami thread now

We went from russian cocksucking thread to russian assfucking thread


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 No.9812[Reply]

Is anyone else here completely alone?

I don't mean just no gf.

>no friends

>no family

>no online friends

>no pets

>no goldfish

Literally nothing.
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 No.9852

>>9851
>What people's phone numbers do you have saved?
I don't have a phone.

 No.9853

>>9852
without a phone you will get absolutely nowhere in terms of socializing these days anon

 No.9867

ya life terrible dork boy

 No.9874

>>9853
Mobile phones are absolutely malicious devices and it's better to be a total outcast than be a slave to those wire taps.

 No.10165

>>9812
Yes, I don't think I'll ever be able to hold long standing relationships. I've given up most of my hope. I can't commit.


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