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Shouldn't this be self-explanatory?
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btw if you don't care too much about getting spoiled on 2 or three worlds, i HIGHLY recommend reading the version history on the wiki if you're planning on updating through multiple versions. and if you don't see it in the archive or wiki, search for it elsewhere! the link is (usually) still out and about! and if you do happen to find obscure versions, upload them to the internet archive or something.



Anyone here do it? I used to cut myself open, just for the sake of it really, but I regret it a lot because the scars never faded and I'm covered in ugly lines that anyone would be able to tell are from self harming.

You may also post QTs cutting themselves up.
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bad habit for me was impulsively scratching my face really sharply. would leave deep marks for a while. would do it whenever i was in really awful tension/fear. last time i did it was a couple years ago it left marks for weeks despite my fingernails having been cut prior. i was unsure of what could have happened if they weren't, and i got ridiculed for the marks on my face without anyone knowing how it happened.
something that i have been doing more recently has been refusing to eat for days. it is easy to do for me since i don't like to eat much but it has made me a lot weaker.


>What I really like is feeling dizzy from blood loss
by far the best part abt cutting besides the pain and visibility of it all
still glad i stopped tho;; at least for now


i never really cut in any meaningful way, but i did use to bang my head against shit when i was really depressed. i liked the thuddier pain than the sharp from cutting, also im too much of a pussy to actually cut.


Your thoughts and feelings aren't invalidated just because they aren't as dramatic as others' nor your feelings unworthy of being expressed or left to be undeveloped, and that emptiness you feel counts as your chagrin, you don't have to lash out for that to be proven. Everyone has an interiority or inner world that shouldn't be denied on account of feeling spoiled or privileged, of which feeling spoiled or privileged is a matter of self-reflection. There is no other person to be but the soul you possess and body you inhabit.

>even if that's incredibly insensitive and selfish to say or think

It's not even if it is about harming your body and the state of mind to do so, everyone wants what the other has. Someone wishes they were as cool-headed as you and you wish you were as expressive or genuine as they. Harming themselves was their choice as well.

I feel the same as you do, and also don't really care for anyone close to me. I'm wearing a cloak to fit in with the mood and spirit of people like this because anywhere else I would stick out so I feel dishonest or unworthy in comparison to things other people went through or did especially if out of their control. But maybe I do have enough emotional strife to have gotten off at this station. Maybe many of the people I met didn't have it that bad or used their circumstances to justify being shitty people, maybe I'm just compensating for my weak pathos.

Sorry in advance if this is stupid or unnecessary.


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I just cut myself again. It feels like the right thing to do, punishing someone as inept and disgusting as myself with harm. Although I know ultimately it isn't doing me any favours. I always cut on my thighs, I'm too scared of someone seeing my arms so I don't cut there. I know I can keep my legs hidden. I usually cut with scissors because you need a lot of effort to get good cuts but this time I used a hobby knife, they are surprisingly sharp. I didn't bleed as much as other anons in this thread seem to though.
I also punch myself in the head sometimes, and bruised my hand once from doing it. I don't really enjoy pain, but sometimes it feels like the only way I can deal with my emotions without dumping them on other people.


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does anyone know where I can find it?(also have no idea which board I ask this question I guess here since it is yume nikki adjacent and not main game which I guess in a sense is a fangame?)


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What you're (probably) looking for is a texture pack called Madocraft. It haven't been updated for a long time, but you can download it from here: https://madocraft.tumblr.com/download


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show me your sexy hikki women


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I am very happy to finally own all of this! I was originally planning to start opening and using and playing with some of this stuff once I collected them all of the Fangamer merch, but now that they announced new merch on their website, I am considering waiting until those come out to do that, but for now let me know what you all think! Thank you for reading this!
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that's nice. you could always try making stuff too. things are easy to buy nowadays if you have the money at least


its good.


nice pins. what if you framed them?


Where do you all of that?


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I got some stuff for Christmas, let's hope customs won't rape my ass this time. They already made me pay for my Mado plushie, it wasn't much, but I had to pay in cash with no option to pay with my card. I felt scammed by the mailman.


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hi Uboachan, I've been feeling lonely so here's my shitty drawing of father2006 girl


I like the eyes thry are sad eyes idk what father2006 is


father2006 is a dude who makes music and this is his album cover for reflection


Anon we can be lonely together on uboachan dot net


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Has anyone here ever been obsessed with someone for no reason at all? Not in a crush-esque kinda way, just platonic, if that.

For example, I saw someone a while back on a Discord server and they're probably the only person who shares the same interests on the server as I do. I can't get them out of my head and am constantly thinking about doing stuff together. I've got a circle of friends already, but I just feel some sort of a special connection (?) to them. Am I becoming a creep or something?
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i will fixate on people who i consider to be above me artistically and grind myself into dust thinking "what would this person think about this or that?" sometimes its things that make sense, like about my art, but it happened with this one person so pervasively theres a chance i'll think about them when i change my fucking diva cup.


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id like to but nobody is interesting enough


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yes 10000% honestly im not even sure if ive ever had a romantic crush on someone i think it all has just been some weird idolizing obsession type thing


Yup unfortunately i kind of try to replicate them and try to steal their like vibe or mood they give off and try to do the same thing as them and be as good as them and passionate. But i get depressed or i simply give up because they have been doing a certain thing for years and i can't hope to become like them within a month.


I stalk someone I know only from reading some MMO forum and some guy's Twitter because his art is cool, solely because they seem to share my interests but are so out of my reach I would never actually talk to either of them as I am an autistic freak.


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I absolutely hate everyone here. You are all whiny babies who do mental gymnastics in order to justify your inaction. You need to grow up before it`s too late, BECAUSE THERE IS NO OTHER OPTION. Free yourselves from this desperation and torture and FIGHT against the cruel reality that surrounds you. BECAUSE. THERE. IS. NO. OTHER. OPTION!!!!!!!!!
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great webbed site


The government is taking my freedom away, soon everything I love will be taken away from me. Unless I become a criminal and part of a gang or the black market I will have nothing to live for soon. So I see no reason to stop being a NEET recluse. I'm just waiting to die at this point.


My dad gave me $2000 to get experience on the stock markets, but I made bad investments, had to sell at a loss and soon lost all of my money. There is no escape for me.


that sucks I wouldn't say give up, but if I could ask how long did you hold the investment if it was less than a year its likely that the stock dropped for the time, which may be scary, but stocks fluctuate drastically. Stocks are unfortunately very unstable anon.


I need to talk to real people. i realize i dont even remember any useful advice i read because it has no significance, nothing makes it stand out and memorable. Maybe i just have dementia from isolation and not even using my brain to play games… i think it’s the just the latter……


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It's back, but this time on /ot/ instead of /hikki/. I don't really know why it was on /hikki/ in the first place. Please welcome our new, site-wide Chats & Communities Thread.

Do you have a neat web community or chat group you'd like to invite people to? Maybe want to drop your messaging handle and strike up some conversations? Do it here. Ads are not allowed elsewhere on the site.

One post per service please! Duplicate ads may be deleted. This especially includes discord links. To make a permanent discord link, click on instant invite, go to advanced settings, and change the expire time to never.

If your discord link expires, your post will be deleted.

Posts to this thread do not appear in recent posts on the front page.
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Welcome home, lost souls.


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A thread for sharing good music and finding people with similar taste. Feel free to post your usernames and discuss your favourite music here.
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Since this anon was lazy to link it, here you go everyone. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=leKS3uXt_Nc


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i read through the recent thread about getting diagnosed and it resonated with me a lot, since i am unmedicated (talking to therapist, we both agree something is wrong with my brain) and currently just a complete failure in college due to my executive dysfunction. just bombed the first test of the course, and it dawned on me that staying like this is not sustainable in the slightest (not that i was ever under the impression it was), so i want to change this while i am still just starting out, before it's too late. i have tried sheer-willpower-ing and it has not worked well at all, my brain is shockingly easy to distract.
so i'd like to ask, what are some tips/tricks/methods/whatever you find useful that helps you get things done despite having executive dysfunction?


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Counting tends to help me. Very short countdowns that are constant. So like, if I’m procrastinating I shower, sometimes I count myself to stand up, then I count again to start walking, count to turn on the shower, etc. no real pressure, just ‘three two one’ and I stand up. Doing the steps towards the actual tasks like this makes it a bit easier for me to get to the task. It isn’t foolproof though, unfortunately.


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keeping track of things seems to really help me. if theres a way you can throw all of your to-do stuff in one (or several centralized) lists it makes it easier to know what it is that needs to be done and what can be prioritized. using a personal discord server for just that has helped a lot of people i know, and goblin.tools seems like a good place to start if youre stuck on where to start on a task. >>529 is very good advice too. ive also heard "just do 5 minutes" of a thing and you'll either get engrossed in the task and just do it, or you'll have 5 minutes of work done which is better than nothing


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What is your opinion on AI art? Do you see it as a threat, as a tool or are indifferent towards it? Personally I see it more like cheap entertainment and a tool for making concept art but not real art. Pic related was created using Dall-e 3, you can see it has lots of mistakes and it's boring and stale but I made it in 10 seconds for free. Couldn't get the square pattern in Mado's sweater properly, sadly.
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I'm fine with AI, been running Stable Diffusion locally and had some fun making AI-generated Monoes. Pic related.


Artists are slow and expensive. Fuck paying hundreds of dollars on a commission with tons of stipulations and other bullshit attached. An AI just as good as a person, would basically be a slave, and slavery was great for slave-owners. So I'm all for it.


Not a fan, gotta be honest. It's a fun toy to play around with, but it struggles with the finer details. I think if you want actually good art instead of just 'good enough', it's probably better to just bite the bullet and learn to draw. It's embarrassing to spend god knows how long sucking until you get good, but it's probably worth it in the long run.


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AI Art and AI as a whole are just the beginning of the end of the necessity of work for humans. At an economic level, AI art will likely cause the human-art market to shrink extremely, if not completely. (Consider the fact the majority of art jobs are repetitive work such as animation clean up, in-between frames, small design work and other things that AI is very suited for taking over.) As AI improves, this will only progress and expand into other areas (already has) that will leave most fields that are not the upmost specialized completely AI dominated. As a result, human activity will primarily shift from work/economic focused to recreationally focused, which I think overall is a net positive to humanity, even though the transition from now to that will be very painful.
Overall I'm completely indifferent to AI art because all it means is that art will return to being a primarily recreationally endeavoured skill.


i cant wait until all the art bots start eating themselves by making crap made with more AI crap so it all becomes a soupy half digested mess of media-diarrhea that everyone gets bored and we all get over the AI fad and move on


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Have you guys played this Mario 64 romhack? Feels like a mix of Yume Nikki, LSD Dream Emulator and Mario 64. I love the atmosphere, music and overall feel of the romhack and thought maybe you guys would like it too. If you want to play just apply this patch to an US version of a Mario 64 rom.


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Recently watch the Vinesauce video about it. And yeah, the music is real good and the strange layout of worlds give that LSD Dream Emulator & Yume Nikki sensation. Maybe gonna try it soon.


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I always wanted to explore my dreams like madotsuki, but i cant do it the only time i did was while i was at a nightmare but i didn't knew about being lucid in dreams

And now im here asking tips and techniques for lucid dreaming


clock faces never show up right in lucid dreams. so make a habit of wearing a watch and constantly checking it and actually taking note of what the time is, then when you do that in a dream you will realise 'wait this watch face is nonsensical' and you will be able to lucid dream.

at least that basic technique worked for me in highschool.


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Lucid dreaming is hard. It requires a lot of brainpower to not wake up inmediately after taking control. Doesn't help that people in your dreams might sabotage you. Today for example I was forcefully put in a psych ward and didn't remember how I got there then my mom showed and I told her I didn't know if what I was seeing was a dream or if it was real and she said: "Don't worry about that, don't say stuff like that" and I remember thinking thar was a pretty weird thing to say.
I should have written down the whole dream but I'm too lazy.


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【lcd dem】
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Wait, wtf?


You can't just say that and not link the twitter in question


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Nigthmargin going out of her way to say this in the LCDDEM online announcement has me rolling


Newfag posting aside this thread is actually pretty interesting even if it loses its way in a lot of parts.


Hi Mr. Backup35778253!

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