>>824The number one error is believing there is a way to solve either ourselves or the hand we've been dealt. It's not what I had in mind when I left NEETdom, I knew it was over no matter what. I simply wanted to reach a state of maintenance in which I would at least not be decaying, both physically and mentally, and having to deal with the aftermath of said decay? which is feeling like you're in hell. That's it.
If that was familiar to you, I'm sure you understand the difference between not being happy in life and feeling like you're in hell. Normalfags aren't the way they are because of different experiences. Trying to be like them (at least the ones most NEETs idealize, the genuinely happy/content/unaware normalfags, not the majority too unaware to even know better) is like attempting to life like a horse to eventually turn into one.
I told you anon, there is no change, there is no hope of changing anything, neither ourselves or the world. Ultimately our feelings towards the universe should be total indifference, regardless of our experiences. If you're depressed and "tried everything" as you claimed you have, unless you're lying to yourself and others, just give up on that and seek mere maintenance to avoid unecessary anguish, because we're going to be stuck here for a while.
Biggest error a lot of NEETs make when reaching normalcy is thinking they're now normal and thus, start to value what normaloids value. You attempt to emulate them and fall into despair realizing what they care about holds no meaning to you, and the way they view things make no sense to you. Horse analogy, once again.
Just maintenance anon, it's all mere maintenance.