/hikki/ - NEET / Advice

>>9643
Who are you and what is you ageda

>>9644
I'm a 21 yo long-time resident of this imageboard, currently jobless and I don't have any agenda in particular. I've had some personal trouble with both 1, 2 and 3 and I've developed some coping strategies, that I could discuss

1 Go out everyday for a bit, look out the window often, make sure you talk to at least one person a day (beyond courtesies) IRL
2 Get a easy part time job that you're sure you will do well at even if all other things vary
3 Measure your worth by days left not by days lived

>>9644
You still around?

>>9537
Damn, I was genuinely going to help you since I used to be a NEET crying on uboa a few years ago and now have a job I love making good money that's in high demand… but then I read that you were a fucking romanian. Rot and die.

>>9714
I'm also romanian and I agree with u

You didn't give a single reason of why you shouldn't have been born. Especially if one of your parents is good as you say.
Even if there is only downsides to your existence at the moment, you're no older than 20, you're waaaaaaaay too young to even know what value your life is gonna have at 30 or 40.
If you wanna be a dumb normie with a life and friends, more power to you, you have plenty of time to redirect your life in that direction. Hope you make it

The "I feel I should have never been born" got me by surprise. Don't see why you ended up reaching that conclusion.

i am sorry you had to go through this. but you couldn't even choose, so it's not fair to say you should have never been born as it's not your fault…

Check out the website Darebee. Has a lot of free workouts that don't require any equipment. Do the Foundations program first if you haven't worked out in a while/this is your first time working out.

This isn’t my first working out for the last couple weeks ive been doing 2 reps of 15 push ups Monday through friday and taking a break on weekends thank you so much for the advice your a god send

thanks :thubsups:

theres no fit on uboachan

watch gachaman crowds

What the fuck is gachaman

>>7297
>>7289
Replying to myself just to randomly vent / blog I guess, there's a weird comfort in just saying my thoughts on this board every once in a while. It feels like a lot has changed while nothing has changed in two years. I still go to gym, and I work at that job still and got a small promotion, so I've been able to save up money and visited another country for the first time ever.

I wasn't self harming since this post, until a friend commit suicide in 2023, so I started again. Part of me thought I grew out of it, but I feel like at this point my way of dealing with my emotions has been so unhealthy for so long that I'll never stop doing it, I feel like my emotions are much stronger and linger longer than normal peoples' do, but maybe they don't, and I'm just making excuses. It doesn't help that I think a part of me really likes my scars, like they're a significant part of my history like tattoos or something.

I also recently got very close with a girl, but my insecurities started showing, and I think this made her lose interest in me, so I started cutting again while at work today. I couldn't find anything sharp, so I snapped my plastic ID badge in half and used that, if there's a will there's a way I guess. I need to go to therapy or go on antidepressants or something, but I'm so emotionally closed off from most people that it feels scary to ever be open.

I got my ex-girlfriend to cut my back over a week ago.

I used to do it but my body started to hurt too much from illness so I decided not to add to it

>>9657
What happened between a week ago and now to earn the "ex" title?

>>9663
Nothing.

>>7607
I was for 7 years and this is my thread fuck off

I ran out of my vitamin D supplements not long ago and I'm beginning to face the effects without it. Being a hikki especially one who's been inside for 6 months now I know it won't go well without it - going to reup soon.

so much to update in the last year jesus christ

long story short im very much NEET again, i pick up my first dole/unemployment payment in ireland tomorrow

meanwhile cafe went to shit and i lost everything, but its pushed me to accept im going to have to back to school which ill most likely be doing from this september

i moved back to america for a month but nope'd the fuck out, im 32 in a month and without a degree the job prospects were shit but its really the same in most first world countries so may as well be somewhere im happy and has a better welfare state

in ireland im going to be able to get paid to go to school, potentially get a medical card for free healthcare, all that jazz which is great

>>7606
you look like stampylonghead if he just went cold turkey on a heroin addiction <3

Yeah occipital neuralgia,(only thing here that feels like my fault) constant full body nerve pain,extreme heat sensitivity, abdominal pain, nausea, tiredness. I hate doctors who want to call it fibromyalgia and leave it at that without treating the worsening symptoms. I hope I can find a cause before I can't get the money for anything anymore and I hope you are all kind to yourselves

>>9590
r u ok?

I deleted my discord and haven't looked back

>>9598
why. why why why why why

>>9598
keep 'writing songs' and 'shitposting' to your "'kurt cobain'" that way maybe he ll take a leap of faith to see you again in another 10 years. i dont trust you im leaving

>>8771
Understandable and respectable, fratello.

>>8762
He's going to get called that whether he likes it or not so might as well own it.

men say this and then have the most soulful personalities and then create evangelion

>>8793
ok, but i think it's weird to internalize it.

>>9556
i think it's weird that people play yume 2kki when .flow is better

>>8091
I don't actually have any problem leaving my house/room, I just don't have any friends or money to do anything.

this board is so bad to be on if you are a teen or young adult. especially if you are easily impressionable and think hikkineets are cool. brainworms. also absorbing other's miserable thoughts. it's bad.

>>9540
It's a fansite for a game where some girl shuts herself in her apartment and has nightmares until she kills herself and there isn't much to the game other than to watch the girl go through trippy and fucked up trauma implications.
That will obviously gather a bunch of people from which a great many will be mentally ill, and for some reason they have a forum to discuss mental health of all things where most are likely not to be in a good place to give mental health tips to anybody.
Of damn course its not a place for kids or idiots. This site is as adults only as it gets.
On the bright side, it's fun.

>>9542
plump 13 year old pakistani fingers wrote this

>>7863
>school
i really really hate to be like this because gatekeeping doesn't help anyone but i feel like hikki communities are not the best place to ask for social advice in situations like this