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News Post: I am Retiring.

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 No.19[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

hi /n/, im curious about the NEETdom and wondering if you could answer some questions?

how long have you been a NEET?
was there a reason for you becoming a NEET?
what do you do all day?
what form of social interaction do you have, online and offline?
how often do you get outside, if at all?
do you live independently or with parents?
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 No.9458

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>>9453
Updating so soon after my post, I got an offer! It's for an assistant manager position at Subway. Unfortunately I have no choice since my phone bill, car insurance, and internet bill autopayed for this month and now I'm down to my last 100 dollars.
If this doesn't work out I don't know how much longer I can last.

 No.9472

>>9458
well I didn't get the job because I didn't have manager experience. How am I supposed to get experience for a job that requires the experience of that job to get?
Anyway, I HATE VIRTUAL INTERVIEWS. I HATE SETTING UP MY WEBCAM. I HATE SHOWING STRANGERS MY LIVING SPACE WHEN THEY WON'T EVEN SHOW THEIR FACE.

 No.9473

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>>9472
You don't, you show them the wall, picrel.
> How am I supposed to get experience for a job that requires the experience of that job to get?
Don't worry, sooner or later they will realize they won't have anybody qualified for the job since they haven't trained anybody. It will all burn in hell.

 No.9481

>>9472
If you're my bro, you lie and say you have it. There's a reason why he's now making quite a bit of money and I'm basically NEET again -_-

 No.9482

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>how long have you been a NEET?
Two years currently, plus 2 years between 2020 and 2022.

>was there a reason for you becoming a NEET?

Mental health problems from childhood s/a, and generally not liking other people. I find it impossible to talk to or trust anyone, even if I know I should.

>what do you do all day?

Scroll through imageboards/social media, read a lot of manga and play a lot of games (even if they aren't good..)

>what form of social interaction do you have, online and offline?

I have a friend who texts me from time to time, I think she just finds the way I live interesting. I don't get it, but there's probably some novelty in listening to me ramble

>how often do you get outside, if at all?

Every few months. My mom has health issues and doesn't like going to checkups alone.

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 No.9392[Reply]

Do things just get better? I feel like my entire life has been some kind of transitionary period. I've always just been waiting for the next thing to happen, the next house, the next open room, the next apartment, the next space. I genuinely feel like I have no concept of setting down and feeling secure. I also just feel like I'm at the complete whims of my family, they tell me what I have to do, they expect me to do this, go to college, get a good job, they expect me to get married and have kids for them. I haven't even felt happy first. I just want to live for myself, if I can't be on my own, I don't want to even live at all.

I've felt so dejected from drawing at all. I've just kinda ran away from my friends online, I can't seem to do anything.

Please tell me that some of you guys feel the same way, because I have no idea what to do.
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 No.9462

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>>9422
>>9412
>jobs
I've been trying to figure this shit out for the last couple days and I guess I might be a bit dumber than I thought. I don't know how to apply for a job. Also don't really know how I'd go to and from a job when I don't have a car. Could try to get something super close to me, but again… I'm so lost.

 No.9467

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>>9462
Applying for a job is deceptively easy, you "just" need to get lucky.
As for the technical process itself, you need to send then a CV(curiculum vitae) and a copy(you can get these certified at any post office if you're a Euro like me, I have no idea how Americans do it) of the diploma from your highest level of education. In practice that means either a highschool diploma or a university diploma. If you have them, send them copies of any certificates you have as well. It doesn't have to be related to the job, you're just showing off your competence.
As for your resume, just open a word document and write out your basic info plus some bullet points about yourself.
- Social security number
- healthcare provider
- driving level (whether you can only drive cars, or heavier vehicles as well)
- where you went to school and what you studied
- what languages can you speak and on what level
…. etc.
Keep it brief, keep it simple. You shouldn't need more than a page or two. Graphical flourishes are optional. Templates are dogshit.

As for where to look for jobs near you, well… you 'can' just walk in and ask. They can't stop you from doing that. Places near you might have a website listed on Google maps and you can figure out the owner/manager's e-mail or phone number from there if you don't want to embarrass yourself for little gain. Beyond that, you can try finding some job listing sites. That's about it though.

 No.9478

>>9467
Thanks. I ended up just applying to a college instead. Productive procrastination. I'm thinking of going for accounting, even though it sounds absolutely soul sucking. I probably just want some peace of mind knowing I tried before 30.

 No.9479

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I haven't draw anything on 2 months but keep imagining thousands of stories on my burnout head.

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>>9479
Same, I'm going to try to atleast pan out make a story into reality just one just so I can say I tried



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 No.9470[Reply]

I'm not sure what information I should share to get the advice I want to do ask me questions if needed please.

After a bit over a year of mostly weekly talking therapy I've come to the conclusion it isn't helping me in the ways I want it it to.

I want to nurture passions that time, depression, hiki-ization, life, whatever U wanna call it, ground down in to near nothing. I want to do something with music and I know it's not going to always be enjoyable but I want it to become something I can enjoy and feel somewhat skilled at.

I've attempted this a lot but keep hitting a wall of not knowing what it is I'm doing wrong or if I am doing something wrong or not. It's been over a year and I'm still very limited in what I can do and I can never memorise the name for most things it's just muscle memory. It's at this point I'm not sure what I'm saying or why I'm posting this but I guess I'm doing it anyway.

 No.9471

What sort of music, anon?

 No.9474

>>9471
Anything that can hold my interest I have a guitar I forgot to mention

 No.9475

actually switching tactic a bit, I struggle to talk to people and manage very normal basic social situations, when I do it is severely draining and/or does not leave me with any significant positive feelings or experiences worth remembering, I struggle to find the point in doing anything, I constantly fall in to bad habits of neglecting myself, the one person i felt comfortable with turned out to be a a selfish prick and i still havent gotten over him, im a tranny oversly conscious about my appearance but lacking the same ability and drive to do anything about it that keeps me from pursuiting anything susbstantial with music, i live with my parents who are nice enough that I can't justify leaving my dead body somewhere for them to find but have/are still abusive and ignorant to be a significant reason for why i feel so low and hopeless, what do you do when you spend over a year in therapy not sure what to talk about wrt any of that and just seeing what happens and having no progress come from it. I want to feel good about something, I want to learn something that will help me connect to other people, give me a creative outlet, make me feel useful. What do I do?



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 No.9438[Reply]

hi im an it guy fresh 30s. i ve barely had a satisfying workplace in the past several years because i cant get along with people. i know i have to but its very hard for me i cant stand them. this is worrying me a lot thinking i cant cope with life. if any of you have deep thoughtful advice id really appreciate it thank you a lot
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 No.9444

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born to die

 No.9445

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must be overthinking


im thinking most people who are well adjusted wouldnt even think 3 microseconds for a fucker

 No.9446

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my antennas fried long time ago. i think im crazy sorry

 No.9468

>>9440
>feelking like a real dunce this should be the easiest industry in the fucking world yet i cant keep it because im a retard
How in the actual fuck is IT an "easy" industry? You're just saying that because you were blessed with a big brain with plenty of grey matter.
I can't help you with being a better people pleaser but I'd like to know how to learn server admin stuff. I'd like to run my own things on my own server but have no idea where to start learning this stuff

 No.9469

>>9468
Thanks.

try taking a structured approach. I would suggest comptia core + infrastructure then red hat (RHCSA). Find additional background material on your own



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 No.8113[Reply]

ive been on here since like 2017 to 2019 where id just browse the boards and sometimes ask about random things since it was like the lowest point of my life, but now i only see posts from years ago? what happened, why is this web so slow now? where are you all? if youve gotten better, good for you ^_^ !
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 No.8193

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>>8113
Ever since I began seeking out NEETspaces in 2018, I've noticed that they've been increasingly populated by personalities which you could find in any school or work environment only less successful and more bitter or apathetic. I've noticed less people who totally reject or due to peculiar paranoias, hysterias, complexes, or heterodox spiritual beliefs live outside of regular decorum so as to totally shock you with their expectations. I encounter less bold people who assert themselves transgressively and then grapple with their intrinsic neet outsider identities. And more people who wallow into calling themselves neet and half-heartedly laugh at and repeat old memes with a sense of accomplishment. More people who speak about their mental health to convince themselves of their ineptitude and with the fear that someone in a worse position will reveal how embarrassingly fine they are. More standard bullies who mock their half-friends by measuring them up against standard societal norms. On top of that since 2020 NEET aesthetics, bedroom-hermits, hiki's etc have been totally co-opted by flatly normal people who would never settle these spaces anyway, so there's no longer much of a basis for NEET culture as it once was. Though there are definitely a lot of discords filled with NEETS, I don't think many people are hanging out in NEET discords.

 No.8199

Let's just say… I didn't stick around with the right people…

 No.8206

Im so fucking tireddddddddddAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i speedram yume nikki in 8 minutes and had been laying dowm for 3 days straight. Pls.help.me.

 No.8211

>>8166
I'll take the tea freak over the sheer nothingness that plagues most smaller imageboards nowadays. At least by posting something, no matter how inane it might seem, there's a chance a conversation could be started.

 No.9466

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>>8113
came back to this thread reminiscing about old posts. many people have simply moved to spaces with more personal freedom like private discord servers and such. it's quite sad to think that through the way many imageboards were handled the chan culture has been thoroughly destroyed. i miss shouting into the anonymous nothingness.



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 No.6969[Reply]

just figured out I suffer from this shit, and it really explains a lot of the shit I went through and the hellish state is trapped in now. so I was wondering if any of you anons are suffering from the same shit?

but before it's asked no schizoid personality disorder is not related to schizophrenia.
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 No.7905

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>>7904
Then those people are not worth your time and effort. Unless you have to deal with them, for example parents that let you live with them or co-workers that need to tolerate you somewhat. I do understand what you mean with the crowd, but group pressure, society, or however you want to call it, is always worth questioning. Should you give in or not? Is it necessary for you that they accept you? Do you gain something you need from that? How far do you relent? It may get lonely like that, but in my opinion it is better to be lonely alone than lonely among others that don't really know you.

 No.7906

>>7903
That's not the main point I was making. Regardless of if I should forgive myself or not for who I am and accept that there isn't a rulebook to have been properly human, I maybe could understand myself better if I know what SzPD is. Not that I'm privy to explaining away human behavior through quantification and materialism.

 No.8527

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This video is interesting: https://youtube.com/watch?v=QjhB33SNJQc

 No.8558

I made a forum for schizoids as an experiment, come make some posts if that interests you:
https://schizoid.boards.net

I know about the chats and communities thread but I'd like people in THIS thread to see, and that one's mostly spam containment anyway.

 No.9447

>>8558
Womp womp.



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 No.9384[Reply]

Im kinda lonely neurodivergent queer person with habit of shutting myself in and isolate from any communication. I have 2 online friends and only one irl i talk with almost everyday and they're only reason i can come outside. We're very close enough to be more than friends but less than lovers and my main problem with getting that close with people is that i get obsessed overtime. Only reason im not rotting in my home is them and i can even say the reason i didn't committed suicide since my mental health still in very shitty condition. However, unlike me they more social and ofc got more irl friends they spend time with. Selfishness about me getting upset when im not being able to spend time with them sometimes, reason which of em being already busy with someone. We set boundaries we're never going to be more than we're but feeling unexpectedly upset hearing them talk about having feelings for someone else. That starts to sounds very incel im very upset with myself, they upset with me too. Im afraid of ruining our friendship with that stupid thing caused by me, im suppressing my feelings as hard as i can and still hurt them. I don't want to think that termination of our friendship should be the solution

 No.9385

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very relatable post especially on the obsession bit.
are you genuinely attracted to them or perhaps its mere infatuation?

 No.9386

>>9384
are you a russky perchance? that really must suck then…

 No.9387

>>9385
Infatuation is more suitable. I liked them from the first year of our friendship, i didn't told them about feelings, so they think i like them as they like me

 No.9390

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I feel you, I fall in love too easily and honestly sometimes I get obsessive over other people. The only thing I can recommend is put some distance and try to keep conversations light and cordial with the person. I also don't think its incel to be jealous over your friend spending time with others and not you and how that effects you. Obviously its not a good thing though and you may be expecting too much over the friendship. I find the best sort of relationships with people is usually mutual interest, and unfortunately some of the people we want to court may not be interested in us. It really sucks, especially when you find out you share a lot of interests with those people but a lot of times it is what it is. Maybe they'll change over time, don't expect it though, and focus on yourself and maybe breaking out of your shell a bit towards different, trustworthy people even if its just online. Find ways to cope without them being there in your life.

 No.9391

i hope the best for you, ubuu



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 No.8947[Reply]

I'm a borderline hikiko, neurodivergent and questioning queer. And yet out of all internet circles, I ended into the WORST sites to being my kind.

>Me. AMAB. Autistic and Adhd diagnosed at young age.

>Join internet around same time.
>Me and a best irl friend got in to the spooky dreaming game. We were like 11 or 12.
>Friend also becomes a brony (this is relevant thrust me)
>No access to TheHub. No ponies for me.
>Instead I kill time surfing the web.
>Somehow I got exposed to weirdos and cringe culture.
>For not being cringe, I went to theirs "serious" animation groups. (they spammed annoying JJBA memes)
>The groups turned into sites for the austrian painter enthusiasts.
>Tfw antiLGBT movements starts on my region, and my friend, who watched a show about being tolerant, becomes a LGBTphobe too.
>Torininguen and Uboas are near in my zone
>I isolate myself eveen more.
>I graduate from high school with school trauma
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 No.9273

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>>9270
Have you ever considered that I'm standing up for myself by not believing in your philosophical political alignment compass bullshit that permeates modern political discourse? And again, I have my own views and my own philosophy on life (I have plainly stated that I am not a centrist multiple times ITT, despite defending them and their right to exist) but I am far from "passive" or a "doormat", and my view isn't that both sides have a point, but that both are worthy of critique and mockery despite the occasional validity of their respective points. The mainstream examples of political discourse (especially within my own country) do not reflect my own moral compass and my own values nor do they make any attempt to appeal to the every day person, despite their claims. I could go on and give some examples but this isn't the website for this and I'd rather not turn this place into a political shitshow.

I do agree with op that there is a force online trying to forcefully get trans and gay people to conceal themselves and their hobbies through gaslighting (particularly vomitive shitholes like soyjak party, which even hate anime of all things despite deriving from imageboard culture that derived from 4chan that derived from 2chan that derived from net otaku culture, etc etc) but I also very much dislike the labeling and identity games I feel a lot of people play that feels like it categorizes people as if they are genres of music rather than human beings.

 No.9274

>>9273
I was talking about why centrism is mockable, not you specifically. I apologize if I sounded a little personal there. Obviously there is criticism to be had on both the left and the right, but to insist they are the same or that they have the same beliefs is just insane (which is implied by believing they both hold the same amount of weight in terms of their arguments and beliefs, it's literally impossible to think both are equally valid ideas if you truly understand both as they are radically different)

Otherwise I agree, the internet has become a very strange place since 2016, and even stranger since 2020 and the advent of AI…

 No.9275

>>9271
It's anatomically detailed.

 No.9276

>>9275
i pride myself on my attention to detail and clinical accuracy

 No.9383

>>8947
But OP…you still could have been a cringy weirdo whilst also being a chud. I would know, I used to listen to the youtube narration of Daughter of Discord whilst posting on 4/pol/.
Frankly it just sounds like you need to finally gain some self-determination and go be the keyboard warrior you wish you could have been. If you're embarrassed about your age, you can just hide it; and if you long for some sort of childlike innocence to view this stuff through then you don't have to worry, that stuff is a myth. We all lose that by the time we turn 10 or so. I'm surprised it took you this long to catch onto the fact that you weren't having a good time with the circles you were in



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 No.9299[Reply]

how do you guys cope with paranoia? I don't usually struggle to talk to people too hard online, Like I have friends that I can play games with and stuff, but even then I have these straight up delusional episodes and huge swaths of paranoia that causes me to struggle, even in seemingly favorable circumstances. Really close friend? I'll lose sleep for weeks thinking up all sorts of insane shit. Finally forced myself to leave the house? Every single car is someone who is gonna stop, get out, and attack me or kidnap me or something. God Forbid if the car has tinted windows, My body will just straight up have a fear response to completely innocuous things! It keeps me locked up inside, I barely wanna leave my room cause I'll get paranoid over the people I'm living with. It's unbelievably mentally isolating, Sometimes I just wish the isolation was a purely physical state that had no baring on my mental - but we all know it's not that simple.
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 No.9354

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>>9349
Since you feel good than I wouldn't worry too hard about it right now, in the short-to-medium term nothing super bad can happen anyways, and you might be on something that doesn't have major adverse long term effects. If somethings working that could be a good thing.

I can talk more in depth about my experience taking an antispyche for 2 years if you want to know, but in short I had negative experiences within weeks, that only got worse overtime. This is in contrast to you having good experiences so far!

If I were you I would search online to see what long term studies say about the drugs your taking, even just checking the wikipedia page can be helpful for getting an idea. Not all drugs are dangerous, antipsyches as a rule tend to have a higher risk profile though which alongside my personal experiences, is why I made my original comment.

To try to answer your other question, psychiatry is focused around the chemistry of the mind and mental health conditions. Psychiatrists seek to solve mental health conditions with chemical solutions, medication.

Psychology is the study of the human mind and all the nuanced aspects of it, a chemical understanding can still be used, but it won't be the whole picture for a psychologist.

For example, if a patient were highly depressed due to having an abusive parent. A psychiatrist would just give them an antidepressent and call it a day, because their whole understanding of the condition is confined to the patients brain chemistry. In contrast a good psychologist would try to help the patient build the state of mind needed to get away from the abusive relationship, help them process what happened through therapy, and then only recommend medication if therapy wasn't working or if the patients condition were so distressed that therapy wasn't possible at the moment.

Clinical therapists tend to fill both roles in a clinical setting and can lean more in one direction or another depending on the needs of the patient and or the therapists training and their practices methodology. It's a challenge finding a good one, but if you do they can be very helpful.

 No.9355

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>>9354
I'd love to hear more of your story.

As for me, I am so conflicted about this medication because pretty much all my paranoia has gone away, the visual stuff I've been calling Hallucinations has also been completely absent, I feel very grounded in reality overall! Although I have been getting a lot of brain fog, and what feels like a constant passive headache, and some other random bullshit. I'm not sure how I feel about that trade off, the brain fog kinda sucks but not being crazy paranoid all the damn time is kinda huge. Weirdest part is that its been easier for me to focus? but I also feel like I've become stupider at the same time?? like I'm less aware of my intelligence? its so hard to describe

On the note of doctors and shit, I really don't know what I need clinically. If I need a therapist, if I need to see a psychologist, if a psychiatrist is the right call… It gets my head so spun up man.

I really do wonder if I was struggling with some sort of Schizo-disorder type thing my whole life without realizing this whole time, or maybe I developed it at some point? Or maybe I'm just bipolar or something? I don't know how this works, I will keep this thread updated if you anons care though.

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OP here again, The side effects on the meds I was taking got super severe and I ended up having a bit of a meltdown, I must've gotten sick or something but I had one of the worst nights in recent memory. I totally broke down, Got wrapped up in genuinely insane delusions, yelled at a friend a bunch, my whole body felt cold, it was proper FUCKED. I decided to give it a couple days but recovering from that sickness at the same time as the side effects getting worse combo'd me into oblivion so I purposefully missed my dose yesterday, as I write this I'm experiencing withdrawals.

I called my doctor and they swapped it for a different medication, I'm hoping for the best on this new one, The last one tackled the problem at hand but fuck man those side effects were intense. The brain fog alone was crippling especially near the end, Going cold turkey felt like "Waking up" mentally in the strangest way.

I got some benny for the withdrawals and I'm gonna start the new med as soon as I hear back from the doc, maybe this time it'll fix me.

 No.9376

>>9375
wow this is just like the underground cult classic indie game yume nikki from 2004 produced by kikiyama now available to play on steam

 No.9377

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>>9375
Hey oh, I'm
>>9354
>>9347
>>9343
When I have the energy I'll write more to you here soon. Good luck and wishing you well, sorry you're having such a rough time.



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 No.8774[Reply]

It sound faggy, but I wish I lived in the world of DELTARUNE. I hate my shitty little life here in Australia. My only actual friends are the faggots the government pays to tolerate me to make sure I don't sperg out and kill myself. I've tried to go to social events, like Magic and Pokémon TCG tournaments, but the only people there are megaspergs who I can't be next to without wishing that they get shot, or they're unfriendly zoomers. The few nice people are too distant. Nothing gives me joy any more. If I was a DELTARUNE character everything would be so much easier. I love the colours of Hometown, I love the people there. I don't want to come across like one of the autists soying out about how great it would be to live in the Avatar universe, but does anybody feel the way I do? I hate how close my cucked lib parents are to me. I wish they didn't care so that I could have an actual excuse to be upset. I wish I lived in Canada or even a shithole like America or the UK. I hate being stuck in the shitty weather with my ugly stupid fucking parents and their stupid fucking gen x faggotry. I almost want to cut myself just to have something to cry over but I'm scared. I wish I had some friends but because I live in such a fucking shithole the only people around are complete fucking retards with fucking ugly haircuts and subhuman levels of intelligence. I hate this. I wish I had different parents. I'll never be able to buy a house, or live on my own. If only I had just a few close friends that weren't complete fucking autismo cunts. But that's too much to fucking ask for in a fucking era of "neurodivergency" and "self expression". I want a fucking friend. I want a room that isn't in a complete fucking shack owned bu some fucking faggy pacifist christian group. I hate everything about my life. I wish someone would rape me to death so that I could at least go out without it being my fault. I wish people would mourn me. I'm so bored. I'm so alone. I hate my stupid fucking parents so fucking much. I wish they had abused me as a kid so that I actually had something to cry over. I'm stuck. I had one friend. I liked her so much. It was entirely platonic, but that didn't make it any less of a break from the stupid faggotry that this shitty fucking world keeps flinging at people. I hate feeling sorry for myself because I have things that people would die for but I'm such a pathetic little faggot. I want to troon out because I'm so sick of being a man, and being a girl seemsPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.9367

>>9364
You're a disgusting "back in my day" faggot. "Oh, you little daffodil, you don't know how good you've got it!"

Fuck you cunts. Am I not allowed to get angry at anything?

 No.9368

>>9246

>Wow, maybe I've tried this, too. I've applied to eight different locations, and gotten nothing so much as a response back. Your stupid, cucked, bootstrap advice pisses me off more than my own state of living ever could.


knew this fat polynesian ex-gang member in his mid 20s who moved from NZ to "begin a new life", had a wife and two kids, one in AU and the other in NZ. needed the money to fight custody (criminal record, that's not going to happen). if that guy can jobhop while needing to support a family despite not having any qualifications then you must just be an uber 'tard. just do warehouse labor and mete our your small brain under a cement roller, faggot.

 No.9369

>>9364
>a board that doesn't talk like this
I'm sure I'm not the only one, but I don't care for the rest of the site. I'm only here because there are not exactly a lot of options for hikki discussion.
>clearly being underage
We were all underage once. I for one believe myself to have more in common with someone who's underage and on my life path (though they may drop out) than a failed normal my own age.
>having parents that fucking love him
Lots of people have people that love and care about them, but that doesn't prevent them from getting into dark places. It's not about intent but results.
>living in one of the nicest countries
This is just classic thirdie seethe.

 No.9373

>>9368
I've tried. I just genuinely don't know how far I'm supposed to go. Also, your story about the ex-gang member? petercapaldi_thisdidnthappenactually.jpg

 No.9374

>>9369
Finally, somebody who actual sees the total faggotry being shoved in my face for what it is. I don't appreciate the hugboxing, but at least there's some sort of recognition. Also, do you people automatically assume anybody who doesn't adopt your cigar-smoking, brandy-sipping airs is underage?

I've tried so fucking hard for so fucking long, so can you imagine that I might, perhaps, be angry when some fat fucking squeaker cunt says "oh, actually, it's all your fault and you're doing something wrong, everybody else is fine, you're simply lazy and have an aura of unlikeability, you need to improve yourself by doing these things that you've either tried or are already doing"?



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