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 No.10189[Reply]

does anyone have any advice on not talking? like, on how to just not speak? i know everyone dislikes when i talk, and joker persona 5 is pretty cool, so is there a simple way i can just not talk without people thinking there's something wrong? also, i'm looking for advice on how to avoid audibly reacting to things. i'm such a fucking autist that i basically have to comment on something interesting that i see, even if i'm just talking to myself.

thoughts?

(yes i know phone filename but im too lazy to get out of bed and go to my computer)
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 No.10193

I did this in high school. It just resulted in everyone treating me like shit and i'd get asked "why are you so quiet?" at least once a day. People won't leave you alone just because you don't talk, expect to get harassed for it
It was inevitable though because I had zero interest in talking to the people around me

 No.10194

>>10193
yeah ok but how did you do it

i'm already disliked. every time i try to fit in i end up repulsing people, even when i try to come across as normfaggy and mainstream as possible. i guess i just have bad juju. i feel like i'm constantly switching personas (haha) just for it not to please people. besides, madotsuki, jacket, makoto yuki, chell, gordon freeman, and frisk all don't speak, and they're all really cool. please, tell me.

 No.10195

>>10194
You need to be older than 13 years old to use this website.

 No.10196

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>>10195
im thre. years odl and i use Website all tim. your men(USER WAS BANNED FOR THIS POST)

 No.10197

>>10196
(pictur. is me) pleas be Nice



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 No.10172[Reply]

just threw away the truckload of gabapentin and eszopiclone (never done either, ive never even touched GABA drugs before) i bought into a dumpster… i impulse bought it after a fit of sleeplessness and after having a horrible day today i debated with myself for hours whether to just ruin my life with it but i ended up tossing it all. im silent crying to myself in the mcdonalds parking lot right now. hows your night been going anons

 No.10173

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>>10172
you should play deltarune or new danganronpa v3 or maybe geometry dash or counterstrike i think those are good games also celeste and trackmania are pretty good you should give those a go too there's also ultrakill final fantasy vi and cry of fear

 No.10174

>>10173
also welcome to the game 3 came out that series is goated you should go play that one too

 No.10187

>>10174
Ooh, they made a 3rd one? I only played the 2nd but that game was insane in a good way. never beat it though -_-

 No.10188

>>10187
yes my nigga theres a free prologue-style demo available on steam at the moment. go check it out

i've seen some complaints about the new websites' design but make up your own mind



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 No.9516[Reply]

I'm living a nightmare scenario that's often proposed to neet/hiki "what would you do if your caregiver gets sick?" well, this is what has happened to me and i don't know how much time i have left, but i refuse to work, my aunt i could stay with her for a while. Not sure if my stepdad will still take care of me, he said he would, but you never know.
For the time being, I'm trying to enjoy myself in any way i can until things get worse, sucks because i have no other family. fuck it.
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 No.9702

hello anon. are you okay?

 No.9710

*Thumbs


Up*

 No.9723

>>9701

sorry for loss, anon

its good to hear that you are doing good, ganba!

 No.10179

i wish i could go full ed gein and do deranged shit with me house, but i have to keep it clean.

 No.10180

>>10179
dont be a pussy nigga



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 No.10160[Reply]

How do you guys plan to escape neetism? I think the only way is to escape is if you have an extremely strong purpose in life and i think the best way to do that is it not live for your self but for others but thr problem is with neets they don’t go outside and know many people besides family and situation like misaki from nhk wouldn’t happen, so it’s basically impossible since neets don’t go outside and find people so people won’t find them. I’m a semi-frequent user of the board i hope you guys get better i myself have been dealing with it for a couple years due to some stuff I’m dealing with i feel like i have purpose again but due to the location where I live I don’t really have a chance to socialize and form deep connections so it got me thinking about how people play an impact in your life so that’s why i posted it hear. [this is one of my very first longer post’s so forgive for any spelling mistakes]
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 No.10171

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>>10170
Based. I honestly think that the quirk chungus "job application jumpscare" zoomer tardninjaing is a psyop by the feds to try and get neets and undesirables that can't get jobs to feel worse by slow degrees, ideally culminating in rope so that the government doesn't have to do it themselves. I fucking hate normninjas so much man

anyway check out this awesome fanart i found

 No.10175

>>10160
escaping isn't super difficult. you slowly realize that your paranoia of the world and self assured knowledge that existence is meaningless is in and of itself questionable because of said paranoia. after that you stop being able to trust your own thoughts and do wayyy too many psychedelic drugs to try and reset your brain to a point where things made sense, this is how most typically escape. the question of how long it takes you to reach the desperation to do something like that is basically just predicted by how thoroughly you've been deluded by whatever ideology or cope which dragged you here in the first place. no matter how assured you are in your prison there is always the option to obliterate your current self and move on

 No.10176

>>10175
>how thoroughly you've been deluded by whatever ideology or cope which dragged you here in the first place

i love how you don't even consider the option that there might be external forces leading people to neetism, it's all "their fault" so to speak. really great stuff tumblranon

 No.10177

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>>10175
drugs are bad anon

 No.10178

>>10177
is that an original printing reset from legends? what a find! the mystery booster 2 one is ok i guess, but there's something great about the old art



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 No.9728[Reply]

I was thinking of getting a new start in life and actually being happy so im thinking of moving to russia i have some money saved up should i do it?
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 No.10163

>>10142
Is there a meetup thread

 No.10166

>>10154
I'm a 120kg 197cm tall guy but a visa is a visa.

 No.10167

>>10159
wtf i love hotline miami

 No.10168

>>10167
i also love hotline miami finland makes best games

 No.10169

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Fuck this its the Hotline Miami thread now

We went from russian cocksucking thread to russian assfucking thread



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 No.9812[Reply]

Is anyone else here completely alone?

I don't mean just no gf.

>no friends


>no family


>no online friends


>no pets


>no goldfish


Literally nothing.
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 No.9852

>>9851
>What people's phone numbers do you have saved?
I don't have a phone.

 No.9853

>>9852
without a phone you will get absolutely nowhere in terms of socializing these days anon

 No.9867

ya life terrible dork boy

 No.9874

>>9853
Mobile phones are absolutely malicious devices and it's better to be a total outcast than be a slave to those wire taps.

 No.10165

>>9812
Yes, I don't think I'll ever be able to hold long standing relationships. I've given up most of my hope. I can't commit.



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 No.6627[Reply]

I missed out on everything as a kid. I was always left alone by my peers which fucked me up of any social skills in the long run. I still have trouble holding a conversation. Have you guys had any trouble as a kid? This extreme isolation happened from 3rd to 8th grade which was enough to cripple me possibly my whole life. Or what is left of it anyway. Nearly 6 years of my life consisted of going home from school and back. Every day. Never talk with anyone, not even with family. Just me and my thoughts from a young age

I don't want to be like those other anons who just vent out shit here, so I'll ask the question, have you guys went through something similar that had a damaging effect on you? I still feel bits of loneliness from it.

pic unrelated FLCL just makes me feel like shit
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 No.9707

>>9706
i feel the same, but it's compounded by the fact that all the social circles im in (fag indie rpgs, rock climbing, skating, mtg) attract either ubertards or the most intolerably morose people ever

 No.10037

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Guess what boys?

That's right.

I'm getting out of my THIRD hotel. But this time on my own accord. Boss and coworkers didn't like me anyway and the older workers kept geting pissed off by me and I hated the place so I said I'm leaving, no one tried to stop me or change my mind. I think I'm retarded or something… Never work in hotels if you're ex-NEET/Hikki… I hate dealing with and serving people. I think I'm just destined to live as a parasitic life form, a curse to my family. My whole existence was a cruel joke by the demiurge to bring my parents financial and emotional ruin.

There is no escape for me. I'm doomed. AAAAAAAAAAA

 No.10121

>FLCL just makes me feel like shit
Me too. And I was only 18 then, already sickened by what I imagined myself to have missed out on.

I managed to get by socially attaching a permanent class clown type thing to my face that never came off until high school ended, at which point I burned every last bridge and stopped going outside for many years. All this to say is that I never really felt myself to be myself around people or even around myself, barring maybe very early childhood. It's like I never existed for most of my life.

Well, I managed to "go outside" since all of that but I should say that even being past 30 I still can't convince myself that I am a real person. I have a lot of trouble showing my face in public. Because it basically doesn't exist in a real way and I am ashamed of that. And I'm just as scared of looking into the void as others would be.

Well, all this is for old men anyway. Grieving adolescence is painful for sure though.

 No.10158

>>10121
Are you me?

 No.10225

>>10158
Unfortunately yes. I'm so sorry.



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 No.3696[Reply]

Do you ever feel like you're passively observing your life, or that the physical world is no more real than the virtual one or the one in your head? Do you ever forget the meanings of the subjective or abstract, or stop understanding the purpose of normal human actions like saying words or putting food in themselves?
Is there anything specific that caused this for you? How long does it go on for, and how often does it happen? I remember a while back I nearly got hit by a car because it happened when I was in the middle of the road and I just stopped moving.
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 No.10122

For as long as I can remember, I've occasionally felt as if my entire life has just been a dream. Sometimes it's more that everything feels like I'm watching a movie or something and I'm just the camera. But I don't think that's the same thing.

 No.10130

>>7371
those 20 minutes were worth it, thank you, I hope you're doing well

 No.10131

>>7442
I understand what you mean by the dreams of that girl
Ive dreamt of multiple women in my years of being a neet and I saw one that was pale white,white skin white hair, and she was laying on a bed, music was playing in the back while I caressed her body
it was an odd dream, but it felt like we understood each other without ever speaking a word.
The sad part about it is that I only know she was all white like snow, when I remember the dream I realize Im forgetting her face and get a little sad inside
hopefully what >>7441 says is true, id really like to meet her one day
another dream I had with a god was one where there was this all black room, with a girl that had black hair, pretty shaggy, a bit like tomoko spiky looking but shaggy, and her skin was bright white with a white glow, it was really dark in the room and she was the only source of light, I could see the floor be lit up a little bit. She reached her hand out to me and once I touched it, I woke up. That day I felt that I met a God, a god who will be there for me
unrelated stuff

I hope to be able to convey these dreams in art one day but I hope writing it here will allow someone else to do them justice

 No.10135

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I feel reality through friends I trust, occasionally family, and the scenery of the outside. I do not feel reality through my thoughts, myself (or perception of myself and feelings), or the public around me. It all feels like a sick cartoon show at times and I hate how people can be caricatures of things like actors in a play. Myself included. I need to find a release and reprioritize things. The world such as nature and buildings feel real but the general public does not and makes me feel like I've been warped into a place I don't belong or fit in to. The internet feels this way too. My mind is constantly racing and inconsistent belief-wise and I only say what I say to see if any living thing will hear me even if its jumbled and non-sensical.

 No.10136

>>3696
Yes, life to me does not feel real some days. Especially considering people I used to know and events and things that have happened to me. I sometimes wonder what happened to certain people from my life in the past and if they were even real or just some kind of figment of my imagination. As I get older I seem to watch my life play out in front of my eyes, but I know I need to be apart of life or else it will just move without me. Being hikki seems to make this situation worse, I thought I had so much potential when I was young. Now, here I sit. Wondering what in the hell happened, this not where I saw my life being, and how do I fix this so that the rest of my life doesn't end up slipping away from me.



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 No.10123[Reply]

I did nothing this new year’s i just stayed in room not doing anything but there is one thing i have been trying to do and that is drawing one thing everyday does anyone have any drawing advice?

 No.10124

>>10123
lmao aren't you that gideon nigga with the ugly ass cartoon cat avatarfag

 No.10128

remember what made you want to draw, and keep that feeling you got with you, if motivation may be what you lack
aside from that, drawing daily is already a big thing, I also saw once that you should always carry a pen, so that you can doodle anywhere you are to practice shapes and forms (hair, anatomy, physics, textures, even just shapes)

 No.10134

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Starting months ago until now, I'm doing an practice projects drawings everyday, putting the date like "prac010626" and basically trying to do whatever I feel like to make in the moment without breaking too much my head for some minimum 15 minutes. Just doodling something like a anatomy pose, an object or character for fun feels refreshing, instead of doing it like if like some judges are painfully observing every gesture I make on my graphic tablet. Exploring some new music from basically anything like bands or videogame soundtracks while drawing makes it better, or watch new movies or animes. At least is working for me.

I don't know if this is your case, but I saw that I was slowly becoming more and more perfectionist than creative with basically any activity, making something that I used to love to do and learn, into a stressful activity that my brain tries to dodge like the plague. Hopefully this is not your situation and with time, drawing becomes again something fun were invest your time.



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 No.9392[Reply]

Do things just get better? I feel like my entire life has been some kind of transitionary period. I've always just been waiting for the next thing to happen, the next house, the next open room, the next apartment, the next space. I genuinely feel like I have no concept of setting down and feeling secure. I also just feel like I'm at the complete whims of my family, they tell me what I have to do, they expect me to do this, go to college, get a good job, they expect me to get married and have kids for them. I haven't even felt happy first. I just want to live for myself, if I can't be on my own, I don't want to even live at all.

I've felt so dejected from drawing at all. I've just kinda ran away from my friends online, I can't seem to do anything.

Please tell me that some of you guys feel the same way, because I have no idea what to do.
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 No.9479

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I haven't draw anything on 2 months but keep imagining thousands of stories on my burnout head.

 No.9480

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>>9479
Same, I'm going to try to atleast pan out make a story into reality just one just so I can say I tried

 No.10073

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>>9478
End of the year. I can say that nothing has changed, and I'm pretty comfy. Ended up not going to college. Instead I applied to a ton of jobs and got literally not a single reply back. But holy shit am I glad I'm not working right now. Actually, something did change: I started talking to a bunch of people. Most of them ghosted me, but the most interesting one stayed. Essentially, I gave up on life for the second time, and now I don't feel like shit anymore. Funny how that works.

 No.10115

Hello anon, I'm a wanderer. On the streets and the internet. There's nothing that gets simpler in neetdom and your parents will perish in due time.
My real story began when I understood that they could never sustain me longterm in any sense and merely supported me halfheartedly to avoid loneliness and each other. Its a horrible cop out and the result is no less better when you're alone.
To me, and likely not many others, I would assume its not a great ending. Its a simple one of enduring what might be and will happen.
To me, I endured the death and accepted that I am no longer accepted into normalcy yet I filter between acceptable and await the death of manners. There will be an end to me inevitably and it will not be one of a neets death.

 No.10116

>>10073
>Most of them ghosted me
Relatable. I've always struggled making friends online



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