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 No.10181[Reply]

hi uboachan

this is a thought i have often, do you consider yourself human?? i dont think i consider myself human in the traditional dictionary meaning of the word HUMAN

i dont know if its the lack of proper communication with others or just the loneliness of being "locked down" voluntarily (if that even makes sense)

do locking yourself up for i dont know, more than a year makes you less human? and if it does, would that be a good thing? maybe this is a stupid question but im curious, do you feel a sense of false superiority to others??


is feeling superior after long periods of time alone and the lack of personal in depth communication with others bad or good for you??

 No.10182

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>>10181
>do you consider yourself human?
Yep
>i dont think i consider myself human in the traditional dictionary meaning of the word HUMAN
Then what are you?
>do locking yourself up for i dont know, more than a year makes you less human?
Nope, it may or may not cause your mental health to deteriorate however.
>would that be a good thing?
Nothing good can come from shutting yourself in in isolation.
>is feeling superior after long periods of time alone and the lack of personal in depth communication with others bad or good for you??
I'd say it's delusional, there's nothing about being isolated that could make you superior to anybody, if it felt that way, it probably is a product of the deterioration I mentioned.

I suppose we have yet to define what do you mean by "human" though. There's two ways that word is defined, a being of the genus "Homo" or an individual with characteristics of a regular person, such as feeling emotions, social behavior etc.

 No.10183

>>10181
u should watch i saw the tv glow

 No.10242

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I've increasingly realized I've never felt human and was pretending the whole time. As a kid I think I just never really thought about it and assumed it was normal for everyone. The book No Longer Human really hit me hard and made me realize oh wait, most people aren't like this. The actual translation of the title is "Disqualified Human" and that sums up my experience. I feel like I was meant to be human but failed something. Maybe before I was born or maybe as a kid or maybe my parents I dont fucking know.

 No.10245

>>10242
interesting, i will read it soon. thank you



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 No.5955[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

I wanna know if anyone here has completely given up on finding a partner. I feel like maybe accepting the forever alone lifestyle could bring some comfort and maybe happiness into my life. Maybe im too weird and fucked up, and giving up hope is the right thing to do. Thoughts?
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 No.10220

I will never understand why Undertale/Deltarune faggots need to insert their stupid game into every single conversation regardless of relevant it is

 No.10221

>>10220
because it gets funny reactions like this one, my nikker

 No.10222

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>>6389
This post is so old holy shit havent used 4chan since 2023 even tho i like to lurk nowadays, I'll be going off-topic (Yeah i know this is le uboachan).
But to emphasize on your post here because im a lonesome drunkard NEET who cant hold a single relationship let alone a job with a shitty uni degree because of the fact that all of modern jobs are just personal hellscapes designed to make the goyim suffer and earn a minimal living.
Yes most people do lose their virginity by the time they are 20 and some few end up in a full time parenthood.
I lost mine at 23 with a random girl that i met at a festival, but to tell you the blunt truth me and the bitch had nothing in common other than my hormones making me go full on rabbit mode until the relationship ended 2 months later after we met.
Haven't been with a girl since i realized that individual characters can complement eachother if they even align with their own personal beliefs or interests.
In other words, women are inherently evil so are men, just find someone that complements your character even tho most if all anons here have niche interests so good luck finding that one person,
until then do your best and try not to drink your liver out or drug your braincells away.

 No.10223

>>10221
powerful autism will do that

 No.10224

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>>10223
i interpreted this as you calling >>10220 autistic.

kehehehe

also, isn't this friend guy kind of deltarune ball knowledge? how does >>10220 , a supposed reviler of deltarune faggotry, know about it then, hmmm?



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 No.4755[Reply]

Ever consider taking a vow of silence?

Like I get so tired of people calling me stupid or retarded… or just giving me *that* look. It would be so much easier to just shut up forever.
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 No.5271

I want to send my love to all of you anons, and I feel you, as someone who's been bullied in an inescapable setting, and considered this. I recommend writing in a journal, talking to yourself, or if you can, finding one person that you can talk to about random things. Expressing yourself regularly will give you a sense of being a stable, logical, single human being, and other people's behavior doesn't mean that there's something wrong with you. Our minds are beautiful and we were all meant.

 No.6491

>>5271
Only the bullied retards like to spout nonsensical and delusional crap like this. You should have been bullied more.

 No.6494

>>6491
Careful not to cut yourself on that edge.

 No.10199

I had almost been so in my recent psych ward times and much less but still lowkey at my house, it is as hard as you think but not for nearly as long as you think

 No.10201

people bullied me for saying this. i think this is kind of like the second arc of persona 5 (2017)



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 No.10172[Reply]

just threw away the truckload of gabapentin and eszopiclone (never done either, ive never even touched GABA drugs before) i bought into a dumpster… i impulse bought it after a fit of sleeplessness and after having a horrible day today i debated with myself for hours whether to just ruin my life with it but i ended up tossing it all. im silent crying to myself in the mcdonalds parking lot right now. hows your night been going anons

 No.10173

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>>10172
you should play deltarune or new danganronpa v3 or maybe geometry dash or counterstrike i think those are good games also celeste and trackmania are pretty good you should give those a go too there's also ultrakill final fantasy vi and cry of fear

 No.10174

>>10173
also welcome to the game 3 came out that series is goated you should go play that one too

 No.10187

>>10174
Ooh, they made a 3rd one? I only played the 2nd but that game was insane in a good way. never beat it though -_-

 No.10188

>>10187
yes my nigga theres a free prologue-style demo available on steam at the moment. go check it out

i've seen some complaints about the new websites' design but make up your own mind



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 No.9516[Reply]

I'm living a nightmare scenario that's often proposed to neet/hiki "what would you do if your caregiver gets sick?" well, this is what has happened to me and i don't know how much time i have left, but i refuse to work, my aunt i could stay with her for a while. Not sure if my stepdad will still take care of me, he said he would, but you never know.
For the time being, I'm trying to enjoy myself in any way i can until things get worse, sucks because i have no other family. fuck it.
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 No.9702

hello anon. are you okay?

 No.9710

*Thumbs


Up*

 No.9723

>>9701

sorry for loss, anon

its good to hear that you are doing good, ganba!

 No.10179

i wish i could go full ed gein and do deranged shit with me house, but i have to keep it clean.

 No.10180

>>10179
dont be a pussy nigga



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 No.10160[Reply]

How do you guys plan to escape neetism? I think the only way is to escape is if you have an extremely strong purpose in life and i think the best way to do that is it not live for your self but for others but thr problem is with neets they don’t go outside and know many people besides family and situation like misaki from nhk wouldn’t happen, so it’s basically impossible since neets don’t go outside and find people so people won’t find them. I’m a semi-frequent user of the board i hope you guys get better i myself have been dealing with it for a couple years due to some stuff I’m dealing with i feel like i have purpose again but due to the location where I live I don’t really have a chance to socialize and form deep connections so it got me thinking about how people play an impact in your life so that’s why i posted it hear. [this is one of my very first longer post’s so forgive for any spelling mistakes]
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 No.10171

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>>10170
Based. I honestly think that the quirk chungus "job application jumpscare" zoomer tardninjaing is a psyop by the feds to try and get neets and undesirables that can't get jobs to feel worse by slow degrees, ideally culminating in rope so that the government doesn't have to do it themselves. I fucking hate normninjas so much man

anyway check out this awesome fanart i found

 No.10175

>>10160
escaping isn't super difficult. you slowly realize that your paranoia of the world and self assured knowledge that existence is meaningless is in and of itself questionable because of said paranoia. after that you stop being able to trust your own thoughts and do wayyy too many psychedelic drugs to try and reset your brain to a point where things made sense, this is how most typically escape. the question of how long it takes you to reach the desperation to do something like that is basically just predicted by how thoroughly you've been deluded by whatever ideology or cope which dragged you here in the first place. no matter how assured you are in your prison there is always the option to obliterate your current self and move on

 No.10176

>>10175
>how thoroughly you've been deluded by whatever ideology or cope which dragged you here in the first place

i love how you don't even consider the option that there might be external forces leading people to neetism, it's all "their fault" so to speak. really great stuff tumblranon

 No.10177

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>>10175
drugs are bad anon

 No.10178

>>10177
is that an original printing reset from legends? what a find! the mystery booster 2 one is ok i guess, but there's something great about the old art



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 No.9812[Reply]

Is anyone else here completely alone?

I don't mean just no gf.

>no friends


>no family


>no online friends


>no pets


>no goldfish


Literally nothing.
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 No.9852

>>9851
>What people's phone numbers do you have saved?
I don't have a phone.

 No.9853

>>9852
without a phone you will get absolutely nowhere in terms of socializing these days anon

 No.9867

ya life terrible dork boy

 No.9874

>>9853
Mobile phones are absolutely malicious devices and it's better to be a total outcast than be a slave to those wire taps.

 No.10165

>>9812
Yes, I don't think I'll ever be able to hold long standing relationships. I've given up most of my hope. I can't commit.



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 No.3696[Reply]

Do you ever feel like you're passively observing your life, or that the physical world is no more real than the virtual one or the one in your head? Do you ever forget the meanings of the subjective or abstract, or stop understanding the purpose of normal human actions like saying words or putting food in themselves?
Is there anything specific that caused this for you? How long does it go on for, and how often does it happen? I remember a while back I nearly got hit by a car because it happened when I was in the middle of the road and I just stopped moving.
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 No.10122

For as long as I can remember, I've occasionally felt as if my entire life has just been a dream. Sometimes it's more that everything feels like I'm watching a movie or something and I'm just the camera. But I don't think that's the same thing.

 No.10130

>>7371
those 20 minutes were worth it, thank you, I hope you're doing well

 No.10131

>>7442
I understand what you mean by the dreams of that girl
Ive dreamt of multiple women in my years of being a neet and I saw one that was pale white,white skin white hair, and she was laying on a bed, music was playing in the back while I caressed her body
it was an odd dream, but it felt like we understood each other without ever speaking a word.
The sad part about it is that I only know she was all white like snow, when I remember the dream I realize Im forgetting her face and get a little sad inside
hopefully what >>7441 says is true, id really like to meet her one day
another dream I had with a god was one where there was this all black room, with a girl that had black hair, pretty shaggy, a bit like tomoko spiky looking but shaggy, and her skin was bright white with a white glow, it was really dark in the room and she was the only source of light, I could see the floor be lit up a little bit. She reached her hand out to me and once I touched it, I woke up. That day I felt that I met a God, a god who will be there for me
unrelated stuff

I hope to be able to convey these dreams in art one day but I hope writing it here will allow someone else to do them justice

 No.10135

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I feel reality through friends I trust, occasionally family, and the scenery of the outside. I do not feel reality through my thoughts, myself (or perception of myself and feelings), or the public around me. It all feels like a sick cartoon show at times and I hate how people can be caricatures of things like actors in a play. Myself included. I need to find a release and reprioritize things. The world such as nature and buildings feel real but the general public does not and makes me feel like I've been warped into a place I don't belong or fit in to. The internet feels this way too. My mind is constantly racing and inconsistent belief-wise and I only say what I say to see if any living thing will hear me even if its jumbled and non-sensical.

 No.10136

>>3696
Yes, life to me does not feel real some days. Especially considering people I used to know and events and things that have happened to me. I sometimes wonder what happened to certain people from my life in the past and if they were even real or just some kind of figment of my imagination. As I get older I seem to watch my life play out in front of my eyes, but I know I need to be apart of life or else it will just move without me. Being hikki seems to make this situation worse, I thought I had so much potential when I was young. Now, here I sit. Wondering what in the hell happened, this not where I saw my life being, and how do I fix this so that the rest of my life doesn't end up slipping away from me.



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 No.10123[Reply]

I did nothing this new year’s i just stayed in room not doing anything but there is one thing i have been trying to do and that is drawing one thing everyday does anyone have any drawing advice?

 No.10124

>>10123
lmao aren't you that gideon nigga with the ugly ass cartoon cat avatarfag

 No.10128

remember what made you want to draw, and keep that feeling you got with you, if motivation may be what you lack
aside from that, drawing daily is already a big thing, I also saw once that you should always carry a pen, so that you can doodle anywhere you are to practice shapes and forms (hair, anatomy, physics, textures, even just shapes)

 No.10134

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Starting months ago until now, I'm doing an practice projects drawings everyday, putting the date like "prac010626" and basically trying to do whatever I feel like to make in the moment without breaking too much my head for some minimum 15 minutes. Just doodling something like a anatomy pose, an object or character for fun feels refreshing, instead of doing it like if like some judges are painfully observing every gesture I make on my graphic tablet. Exploring some new music from basically anything like bands or videogame soundtracks while drawing makes it better, or watch new movies or animes. At least is working for me.

I don't know if this is your case, but I saw that I was slowly becoming more and more perfectionist than creative with basically any activity, making something that I used to love to do and learn, into a stressful activity that my brain tries to dodge like the plague. Hopefully this is not your situation and with time, drawing becomes again something fun were invest your time.



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 No.9769[Reply]

I turned 30 earlier this year. Birthdays are always highly melancholic for me, as it simply means that I'm one year older and one year closer to dying. However, my 30th birthday is one that I've always especially dreaded. I've always felt like, once I turn 30, I won't be young anymore. I'm truly an adult, whether I feel like one or not. But what does it even mean to be an adult anyways? Quite frankly, I don't want anything to do with what society tells me "adults" are supposed to do. I don't want to get married or have kids. I don't want to be a debt slave and work a job that I hate so that I can spend the rest of my life paying rent to a landlord (or paying off a mortgage). I don't want to partake in the meaningless rat race. I want something more, but I know that there really is nothing more. Life is an endless abyss with no purpose that we were all born to slave away and die in. I really don't know how anyone with a functioning brain can live in this world and not want to kill themselves.

 No.9772

i found some pleasure playing the piano, but idk, is just me, tomorrow who knows, maybe i will hate myself once again

 No.9773

>>9772

There really isn't anything that I enjoy, to be perfectly honest.

 No.9820

Move to the countryside and live off the land as a hermit. Be helpful to your neighbors and be happy. That's my dream ay least. Minimal interactions, just people to think of me and say "Oh yeah, that guy. He's alright."

 No.10071

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>>9769
I turn thirty this May and I feel you. I don't know where the time went, it honestly did feel like I turned twenty yesterday and then I just woke up and now I am old.



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