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/hikki/

 No.7283[Reply]

Anyone here do it? I used to cut myself open, just for the sake of it really, but I regret it a lot because the scars never faded and I'm covered in ugly lines that anyone would be able to tell are from self harming.

You may also post QTs cutting themselves up.
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 No.8532

>>7842
I forgot to mention that the scars lasted for 3 or 4 years.

 No.8824

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>>7297
>>7289
Replying to myself just to randomly vent / blog I guess, there's a weird comfort in just saying my thoughts on this board every once in a while. It feels like a lot has changed while nothing has changed in two years. I still go to gym, and I work at that job still and got a small promotion, so I've been able to save up money and visited another country for the first time ever.

I wasn't self harming since this post, until a friend commit suicide in 2023, so I started again. Part of me thought I grew out of it, but I feel like at this point my way of dealing with my emotions has been so unhealthy for so long that I'll never stop doing it, I feel like my emotions are much stronger and linger longer than normal peoples' do, but maybe they don't, and I'm just making excuses. It doesn't help that I think a part of me really likes my scars, like they're a significant part of my history like tattoos or something.

I also recently got very close with a girl, but my insecurities started showing, and I think this made her lose interest in me, so I started cutting again while at work today. I couldn't find anything sharp, so I snapped my plastic ID badge in half and used that, if there's a will there's a way I guess. I need to go to therapy or go on antidepressants or something, but I'm so emotionally closed off from most people that it feels scary to ever be open.

 No.9657

I got my ex-girlfriend to cut my back over a week ago.

 No.9658

I used to do it but my body started to hurt too much from illness so I decided not to add to it

 No.9663

>>9657
What happened between a week ago and now to earn the "ex" title?


/sugg/

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 No.4268[Reply]

i love the wonderful new style of moderation, praise to glorious nama3, may his ching chong cartoons of little boys be plentiful and breaks in his shitty lenovo cuntbox be few

it would be so funny if i got banned for this too(USER WAS BANNED FOR THE COMEDIC TIMING)
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 No.4286

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>>4283
There is a banlist but you are not getting a copy. You begged for a ban so hard I was just trying to be nice and grant you one. It always backfires when I try to be nice to people smh.

Sage is a flag, not a name you cretin. It only prevents your reply from bumping the thread.

>>4285
You cannot take a subtle hint, can't you? Nobody here will be enforcing your silly made up rules. The images stay, as well as the posts. Unless you prove that it is you who posted them.

We are not in the UK, we do not have to tend to your trauma. Get some help and medication. If you just need anal sex, send a report with contact info, we will get it sorted.

 No.4288

>>4286
>The images stay, as well as the posts
They will never, EVER stay because they broke my fucking boundaries of POSTING OFFENDING IMAGES AND RIPPING ONE OF MY SCREENSHOTS in a desperate attempt to ruin MY reputation. Even the guy OP mentioned was talking about ME being banned on 14.8.2025, and they got permabanned. They ruined my thread, they thrashed my fucking rep, they DESERVE to be banned and not me.

Secondly, I referring sage as in mailto:sage and not bumplock.

Also, it's not about a copy of a banlist, I was thinking to link it, sorry.

Calm down please and do something about them.

 No.4289

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>>4288
Sure buddy we have all the team working on it, solving your case is our top priority.
Should we report them to Interpol? We are following your lead.

 No.4290

>>4288
>Secondly, I referring sage as in mailto:sage and not bumplock.
The fact you paste links to other threads in an IB leads me to think you don't actually know what sage is.
Not that there's anything wrong with it…

 No.4293

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>>4288
???(USER COULD FIT A MELON IN THOSE POCKETS)


/ot/

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 No.21927[Reply]

while doing nothing, i realized that this abbreviation is kinda funny because it sounds like a child tried to say "suck".
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 No.21932

Now all we need is /fug/

 No.21933

and fuck

 No.29074

Is Rand Paul the only American who still cares about freedom?

 No.29075

>>29074
well theres the other libertarians… i got a few sites for you:
https://reason.com/
https://mises.org/
https://www.cato.org/
https://www.independent.org/

 No.29077

>>29074

wwwwwait so conspiracy kun is two peoplE?


/fg/

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 No.15310[Reply]

Since the original YNFG Archive has been long abandoned, I've decided to revive it by creating a new one. Not to "provide a decentralized backup", as the OG archive stated, but rather for the sake of history preservation.

Feel free to download at https://archive.yumeboo.ru/
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>>16850
In your wet dreams.

 No.16857

>>16847
>I've been neglecting the archive ever since the last update of it's spreadsheet, which is mid-August of last year, and now I have to re-visit every single fangame for the sake of updates
>Maybe, a bit more frequent updates could help it?
Of course. I didn't realise it was going to be THIS huge! How many games and patches are there on the spreadsheet to update? My guess is that you are busy moderating on the site to the best of your abilities? Looking forward to seeing the update though!

>>16852
>>16853
Also, can you two at least stop arguing?! You helped get the archive up and running, hopefully you people can get along again and help the archive spring back into action!

 No.16858

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>>16853
…in your wet dreams?
>>16857
This response seems sarcastic to me for whatever reason.
> How many games and patches are there on the spreadsheet to update?
Not sure, but what I can tell is that I have currently accumulated 134 Gb worth of new games and updates, out of which 100 Gb is just 2kki, and 30 Gb of yet to be sorted games. And who knows how much more I might have missed, so for a good measure I'll be re-visiting every single fangame for the sake of updates.
> My guess is that you are busy moderating on the site to the best of your abilities?
Not in the slightest. I have something the vast majority of Yume Nikki fans either doesn't have or afraid of getting it. It's called a job, and it takes a huge chunk of my time and energy I could've spent on my own little businesses. But worry not, I'll try my best to deliver the update as soon as possible.
> Also, can you two at least stop arguing?!
Doesn't look like an argument to me. He's just being the most dedicated fan of mine, and this is his way to express love and respect. He's still learning though, so give him some time.

 No.16860

>>16858
Okay! Take care and hopefully you both can help with the archive ;)

 No.16870

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I'd suggest to whoever runs yume.wiki to hand it over to me and let me host it on my humble home server, but I'm sure they'll decline my offer.

Anyway, the archive is almost ready for update. All that left is to put all the new games and versions in the spreadsheet and, well, the archive itself. After that I'll be updating it "in real time", as soon as something new comes out.


/hikki/

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 No.9528[Reply]

is anyone else here beginning to develop something to the effect of paranoia and delusions after prolonged social isolation? i've been completely alone for over a year now, and even when i was younger i was a social outcast. lately i've begun to have these episodes where i compulsively worry/catastrophize about things like people stalking me, this weird internet conspiracy where people are stalking me and recording everything i do, something to the truman delusion. on top of this i've begun to notice that objects in my room are telepathically communicating with me; it's not like "hearing voices" as the voices are very obviously in my head in the same space as like an internal monolouge, they aren't "diegetic" really, i can tell that they aren't real and are just hallucinations, but it defintiely isn't normal.

is it possible for loneliness and prolonged social isolation to cause psychotic symptoms? am i losing my mind?

something to note in the case of comorbidity; i am diagnosed with major depressive disorder and my psychiatrist seems to believe and wants to investigate the possibility of borderline personality disorder, which may partially be related to my social isolation and why i'm in this situation in the first place. I apologize if this thread comes off as strange or weird question.
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 No.9530

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>is it possible for loneliness and prolonged social isolation to cause psychotic symptoms? am i losing my mind?
yes to both, humans are inherently social creatures despite our attempts to tell ourselves otherwise. If you have a friend you can confide in, I would suggest talking to them at least a little bit (it could be about anything, even an online friend could suffice). I'd also suggest maybe going for a walk outside or changing your surrounding for a bit so you aren't caught up in the subtle monotony that can drive yourself insane when isolate. Even something as simple as cleaning your room or changing the curtains can go a long way.

As for the feeling of being stalked, I've been there and the best thing you can do is to repeat to yourself "its not true" and reminder yourself that you are but one person in a sea of a billion of people. While it may be true that some data firm is collecting your voting records, nobody truly cares to constantly record and track you. If that were the case, many petty criminals especially cyber criminals would be caught by now, there would constantly be a social worker at your doorstep at any given time, and society would have cameras watching us in the home (and no amazon and google products people willing put in their homes doesn't count, i'm talking legit gov Orwellian shit). The truth of the matter is that not only is that shit massively expensive and impractical for a gov (I've worked in gov, I know trust me) but its also a violation of privacy laws (which despite gov repeatedly trying to break with shit like the Patriot act and Prism, it always comes back to bite them in the ass and still many things slip under the radar because of the impracticality of it all). You aren't being watched, except for cookies on sites designed to advertise you useless shit and chances are you already most of that blocked with browser extensions. Just don't go on shady sites and align with shady people and you should be good.

It might be worth it to tell your psychiatrist about these delusions. At worst you could be schizophrenic, at best you could just be very autistic. I'm not a therapist or a psych medicine person though, I'm just an anon with too much free time.

 No.9539

yess but it got better for me after stopping some meds and i think if i talk to people more itll get better. (idk if recommended for people here)

 No.9611

>>9539
op here, i have been on virtually every main antidepressant and nothing has ever worked

 No.9659

>>9611
Me too OP. Mental health services told me it's an issue with my life instead.

Some suspect I have bpd, I've been having paranoid delusions and also hallucinations worsening a few months ago. My theory is it may be because of a lack of stimulation. Humans aren't supposed to be alone this long

 No.9662

>>9659
>My theory is it may be because of a lack of stimulation. Humans aren't supposed to be alone this long
this is the exact same thing that's happening to me, or atleast i think it is


/hikki/

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 No.190[Reply]

post itt if you are sickly as well as NEET

i got CFS/ME/SEID/whatever docs wanna call it, but basically im too tired to leave the house or even bed most of the time, and its not depression or anything mental

also get mad headaches, nausea, and dizziness from just standing up

also relevant is itt NO BULLYING ALLOWED!!
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 No.7608

>>7607
I was for 7 years and this is my thread fuck off

 No.7689

I ran out of my vitamin D supplements not long ago and I'm beginning to face the effects without it. Being a hikki especially one who's been inside for 6 months now I know it won't go well without it - going to reup soon.

 No.8819

so much to update in the last year jesus christ

long story short im very much NEET again, i pick up my first dole/unemployment payment in ireland tomorrow

meanwhile cafe went to shit and i lost everything, but its pushed me to accept im going to have to back to school which ill most likely be doing from this september

i moved back to america for a month but nope'd the fuck out, im 32 in a month and without a degree the job prospects were shit but its really the same in most first world countries so may as well be somewhere im happy and has a better welfare state

in ireland im going to be able to get paid to go to school, potentially get a medical card for free healthcare, all that jazz which is great

 No.8826

>>7606
you look like stampylonghead if he just went cold turkey on a heroin addiction <3

 No.9661

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Yeah occipital neuralgia,(only thing here that feels like my fault) constant full body nerve pain,extreme heat sensitivity, abdominal pain, nausea, tiredness. I hate doctors who want to call it fibromyalgia and leave it at that without treating the worsening symptoms. I hope I can find a cause before I can't get the money for anything anymore and I hope you are all kind to yourselves


/hikki/

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 No.19[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

hi /n/, im curious about the NEETdom and wondering if you could answer some questions?

how long have you been a NEET?
was there a reason for you becoming a NEET?
what do you do all day?
what form of social interaction do you have, online and offline?
how often do you get outside, if at all?
do you live independently or with parents?
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 No.9472

>>9458
well I didn't get the job because I didn't have manager experience. How am I supposed to get experience for a job that requires the experience of that job to get?
Anyway, I HATE VIRTUAL INTERVIEWS. I HATE SETTING UP MY WEBCAM. I HATE SHOWING STRANGERS MY LIVING SPACE WHEN THEY WON'T EVEN SHOW THEIR FACE.

 No.9473

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>>9472
You don't, you show them the wall, picrel.
> How am I supposed to get experience for a job that requires the experience of that job to get?
Don't worry, sooner or later they will realize they won't have anybody qualified for the job since they haven't trained anybody. It will all burn in hell.

 No.9481

>>9472
If you're my bro, you lie and say you have it. There's a reason why he's now making quite a bit of money and I'm basically NEET again -_-

 No.9482

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>how long have you been a NEET?
Two years currently, plus 2 years between 2020 and 2022.

>was there a reason for you becoming a NEET?
Mental health problems from childhood s/a, and generally not liking other people. I find it impossible to talk to or trust anyone, even if I know I should.

>what do you do all day?
Scroll through imageboards/social media, read a lot of manga and play a lot of games (even if they aren't good..)

>what form of social interaction do you have, online and offline?
I have a friend who texts me from time to time, I think she just finds the way I live interesting. I don't get it, but there's probably some novelty in listening to me ramble

>how often do you get outside, if at all?
Every few months. My mom has health issues and doesn't like going to checkups alone.

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 No.9660

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>>19
>how long have you been a NEET?
Long periods of on and off since I was 12
>was there a reason for you becoming a NEET?
Autism, social anxiety, not having friends, undiagnosed ADHD
>what do you do all day?
Browse Imageboards, watch other people live their life online, watch childish shows
>what form of social interaction do you have, online and offline?
Online this is as close as it gets. Offline sometimes my mother's friend's daughter visits
>how often do you get outside, if at all?
Maybe every 2 weeks I will leave the house for an appointment or something
>do you live independently or with parents?
With parents, I'd die alone


/ot/

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 No.27785[Reply]

anyone still active here?
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 No.28187

Idling slowly is preferred here

 No.28262

>>28167
When the hell did anon.cafe die? I haven't visited in a long while.

 No.28286

everyone's on discord but only normies are active

 No.28299

>>27785
Shhhh…. lurking quietly is preferred here.

 No.29072

Stealth mode *activate*


/ot/

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 No.29029[Reply]

anyonebody wanna be my frind
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 No.29059

PLEASE listen to thishttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m5Nsgd7CRxg

 No.29065

Off topic at it's finest

 No.29066

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>>29065
I don't see off mentioned anywhere in this thread.

 No.29069

>>29066
Alright, this is an OFF thread now. What's your opinion on the tracks for the new secret bosses?

 No.29071

>>29069
thank fucking god. i'm so sick of this fuckass zoom zoom cuntass faggot using ubuu as a fucking #inspoboard

i've never played it but it looks pretty cool. i'm just not a fan of pseudo-action rpgs unless they have other action based elements (like undertale or xenoblade)


/rec/

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 No.6[Reply]

Ex-NEET/Hiki general thread, how long has it been since you got out of it? What are you working on right now? Do you feel like going back to that life sometimes?

I got a job and started going outside 6 years ago, after 2 years of being isolated completely, sometimes I feel tempted of just staying at home playing videogames all day, or to stay in bed doing absolutely nothing, I am still depressed, recently something bad happened, and I felt the need of going back to those habits, close my social media and be a full time anon again.

An important part of my recovery was the people around me, and volunteering at hospitals and hostels for the bed, working still feels kind of weird though.

Now I work as a programmer and web designer, not the best job for someone like me, but it's what I learned to do.

It's hard, but like an anon told me here, if I got out of that mentality once, I can do it again, and so can you.
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 No.725

>>716
just pretend you wanted a change of careers. plenty of mature age students go to college at your age.

 No.726

>>725
how do i get out of this mindset where i strongly feel correctly that everyone would be extremely happy to see my dead with my brains blown out strewn

 No.727

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I start my first full time job tomorrow!

 No.728

>>727
Congrats anon! You'll do great, you got this!

 No.729

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>>727
Good luck, anon! You can do it!!


/yn/

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 No.10814[Reply]

Love Monoe!
Praise Monoe!
Cherish Monoe!
Adore Monoe!
Serve Monoe!
Help Monoe!
Protect Monoe!
Thank Monoe!
Support Monoe!
Listen to Monoe!
Follow Monoe!
Celebrate with Monoe!
Trust Monoe!
Respect Monoe!
Believe in Monoe!
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 No.10838

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 No.10839

>>10838
i hope you get shot

 No.10840

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>>10839
In your wet dreams.
Your obsession with me is concerning. Are you okay? Do you want to talk it out? We could discuss it in a private manner if you want to.

 No.10841

>>10840
kill yourself you fat ninja(USER WAS BANNED FOR THIS POST)

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/ot/

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 No.19621[Reply]

Liru is a miracle of the universe.
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 No.23277

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 No.23292

More cute Liru please. Thanxbye.

 No.23371

>>19621
Liru is a gem

 No.29026

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>>23371
Liru is BEST werewolf.

 No.29064

Lettuce play
https://xcancel.com/messedupfoods/status/1956796603659895246#m


/ot/

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 No.19412[Reply]

Where do you see yourself in five years?
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 No.24578

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Working on getting MUSCLE

 No.24581

Hopefully drawing for a living by that point and with a college degree, maybe with plans to move out of my city with a girlfriend.

 No.24583

probably married to my gf. hopefully getting her parents house in our names when they retire. hopefully not working the same desk job but doing my own thing for less money but more time to draw.

 No.24586

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Enjoying life; recharging batteries

 No.29061

>>19412
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WPX9BUBdoEA


/ot/

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 No.29032[Reply]

A Boa Sandersonia tem o quadril carnudo e gostoso!

Quero enfiar a cara entre as pernas dela e chupar a bunda firme molhada dela quando ela sair da piscina

Ela tem a barriga grande e torneada, quero lamber e morder tudo, o umbigo e as gordurinhas gostosas!!

Ela não tem vergonha de deixar o corpo todo a mostra com esse bikini pequeno que parece que ela está pelada!

Sou tarado por ela, gozo todo dia com esse corpo gostoso carnudo!!
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 No.29036

i dont get it

 No.29037

Second-oldest of the Gorgon Sisters. Being sold to the Celestial Dragons, she became a slave and was treated as less than human, but managed to escape with the help of Fisher Tiger. Her days in slavery were traumatic, and it pains her just to hear about them.

A well-known explorer, Tiger became a slave for the World Nobles at some point in his adventures.[10] After managing to escape his captors and return to Fish-Man Island, Tiger climbed back through the Red Line to Mary Geoise in order to free his fellow slaves.[11] This act granted Tiger infamy among humans and admiration from his fellow Fish-Men, particularly his long-time friends Jinbe and Arlong.

i think i have some ideas but i wish i could get some concrete confirmation

 No.29038

.. ok

 No.29040

gonna need you to speak english.

 No.29070

>>29040
英語は何か？


/ot/

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 No.23068[Reply]

HOW DO I USE THIS
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 No.27804

Use what?

 No.27815

>>27804
And how?

 No.28486

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Animated PNG time

 No.28616

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>>28486
YEAH!

 No.29031

k


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