No.555
I've decided to exercise and eat healthy go back to my hobbies and interests, which I've basically abandoned for most of the year. I managed to make some money recently and decided I'll spend on something for once to reward my hard work. Maybe I'll buy a comfy new cushion or a plushie? Something I can squeeze.
No.564
>>561> I've coldly cut my internet usage, seen effort to have real life interactions and kept engaging in some simple hobbies. Might also simply be that I've just grown more emotionally mature.Sounds good. What irks me is that those are things I have thought about doing too. I don't know what to do outside of the Internet though. There is nobody I would like to have interactions with and I have no hobbies.
No.577
>>554I've been going outside more and doing the C25K program, and I've made it to week 4. This year I've also tried again at completing the Australian version of getting my GED (dropped out last year because a guy kept making comments about me and made me too ashamed and embarrassed to go outside). I've had more than a few moments where my insecurity and shame and low self worth have made me break down crying, but I've pushed past the desire to drop out so far. I've completed the first part of the year, and I think maybe I can manage to make it back into society by the end of the year at 21.
No.580
>>578>Does anyone else have moments like this?It's as if time stops moving and I go back to a place where the future was far away, and I'm the only thing that matters.